Hi, this is the official history of me in the period between 2006-2009, you see the metamorphosis period, the process of turning into a beautiful butterfly~~

Friday, December 28, 2007

Perfect.

I can't say if this is really perfect for the folk adage, "Nothing is perfect." I don't see myself to be prohibitted by such an common saying. So, I'm just gonna say, today's the most perfect day ever. I don't know why and neither do you, I just feel perfect, I feel that everything's fresh around me, EVERYTHING'S clear, everything's lucid, everything's brisky. It's like today's the very only day that I've got a towel, to eliminate every sweep of dewy air from my eyes.

I don't know you of how you make yourself lucid to the world, but I do know about myself. I feel just like what I was saying yesterday, flying in the air. Although, well, don't be silly, it's impossible, but in my mind, I just feel a strong invisible arm carrying me in the air, making me bounce, float, it's that kind of feeling you know. And, yesterday, I didn't feel as floaty as today, it's completely, TOTALLY, I've been like in a wonderland. Oh, I felt you misunderstanding something again. Right, wonderland, doesn't at all meant that I'm dreaming. Well, I'll stop hesitating around, what I'm really trying to say is that, I feel a lot relax after although, one work done. Alright, at least, something is done, to let me feel this way. I say - 'DONE' is the keyword of my life. Only well, something is done, that I shall have this feeling, if not, I felt something real biggy, plumping onto me. 'DONE' . I like this word . :D

Oh well, I think someone has this ought to be thanked by the very me. And she's Yi Xuan. From the moment she's helping me with the work, I felt really 'DONE'. Although, Yi Xuan, I'm afraid you minded really much of the many 'thank yous' I've said, because, I'm really in the mood of wasting my salivias to say the many unoften 'thank yous' that I had said to you. I really hope that you got my thank. :) THANK YOU VERY MUCH YI XUAN, YOU'RE THE ONE WHO REMOVE THE VERY BIG PLUMP FROM ME :)

Thursday, December 27, 2007

I'm useless.
I can't be used anywhere at all.
I wanted to do my remaining holidays homeworks and yet.. it's so difficult for me to settle down and do them. I mean, do I have anything to settle down anyhow?! When I faced my remaining homeworks, my mind went blank, it's like I don't want to do them, it's like.. TOTAL LIKE THAT I WANT TO FINISH THE HOMEWORKS, HOWEVER , I'M TOO LAZY TO DO THEM! And well, what else can I do than doing homeworks? I just hanged around everywhere, trying to fit myself in. I tried, EVERYTHING! The moment I want to do that stuff, I've thought of the undone homeworks. However, everytime, 'homeworks' was mentioned to me, was saw by me, I'm resembly dodging from it. Anyone, please, tell me the very right way to settle myself. Although, I knew, I'm like you guys too, not reading someone's entries when I went into her blog, however the purpose to their blogs is just to tag them, and makes them tag back. Well, you mightn't read this too, so I don't see why am I asking you how to settle myself :(
Okay, don't ever misunderstood anything. I'm not in expectancy of all your mercy and sympathy. I'm just helping my very own self. RIGHT. I THINK NOBODY CAN HELP ME. IT SHOULD BE... SHOULD BE BEST TO FACE THE HOMEWORKS, STOP DODGING, YOU SILLY LUKEWARM!!
Ahhh!!! Right. Right. Right. Right. Right. Right. Right. Right!! I'm silly, I'm a total lukewarm to homeworks, ALRIGHT!

I'm going to forget everything tomorrow, I'm going to forget the time I've wasted on trashes, on rubbishes, I'm going to do my homeworks spellboundly, ceaselessly, I'm going to do my homeworks like clockwork, I'm not going to plump into rubbishes and trashes again, I'm going to proceed to homeworks even when I've plump into them, I'm going to alter myself, I'm going to stop my stupid foibles on dodging from homeworks, I'm going to remember nothing that I'm dodging from homeworks, I'm not going to fail tomorrow!!!

Phew, not only did I feel better now after the many precious salivias I've wasted deftly on this, I feel like flying now. WOOSH!

Alright, after this very settlement, is it settled yet?! Oh you will see, I'm going to finish all these little homeworks tomorrow! :D Alright, something smarted me real hurt today. When I was waging my every wasted minutes, I went to the KNS blog. I saw this really hurtful entry. It did smarted me. Of what our leader had rave about how magnificent, gracious, entertaining she is, I don't see why she deserved to pass away! T_T I'm feeling so sullen now, that I've no idea why. She's not anyone related to me, I mean blood related, why am I feeling so sad??Perhaps it's KNS, our guild. We're missing one KNS member. We're having one leaving. :( I don't see why good people always have to .. get something bad. WHY? WHY? WHY? Oh gracious! She's just 19, she's only 19 and isn't this that too early?! I bet everyone felt horrified, I really don't interpret why shall a young nice teenager like her shall have this kind of .. punishment?! For instance, a boy losing her mother when he's preparing for his PSLE. It's so unfair. Sometimes, I really do wonder, what's this word 'justice' for.

I just hope, for one that she, -KNS-NANA, will be happy in heaven, and if she could, shall she tell me is justice the really meaning as it meant.

Relink.

Can anyone tell me what's wrong with relinking ?
Oh gracious! Everyone's critising on every moved blog I did, that now, I felt like moving back to nel-est.blogspot.com . I felt awkward here, hellobuaibuai-d3.blogspot.com , I feel so stupid having this blog url =.= I was so damn horrified, beholding Edlyn's and WanTing's tag. It's like everyone wanted me to overrule my new blogs. Anyhow, this is what I've thought earlier, but now, after the very humoured tag by Edlyn, I felt better =D Although.. I still felt myself guilty of having so many blogs to be relinked. So here's a poll, tell me if I should move back or stay. If I'm ever going to move back... people will have to relink back but the others who hadn't relink shall be happy. If I'm staying , people who've relinked shall be pleasant yet the others would be catty.
HMM! If only I've never create any new url of my blog :(

Shall I move back to nel-est.blogspot.com?

Yes , as I've not relink your new url.
No , as I've relinked your new url.
Yes , although I've relink, I thought nel-est is more suitable for you.
No , although I've not relink your new url , I thought hellobuaibuai is a more lovely url.
Anything, it's up to you :D

Poll will end five days later: 01Jan2007 pollcode.com free polls



So, grab your choice to be justice! =)

Wednesday, December 26, 2007



OMFG~~!
THIS IS THE VERY FIRST TIME I SEE MY NAME ON THE AUDI PAGE~~
=DDD
So it's omg-ness precious~~~!!!!!!

Monday, December 24, 2007

Oh dear... it is so unpleasant for me to come back here, to fight with those dreadful little brave ants. Even me, I have only this little courage to even see those ants crawling around my desk. >< I was beginning to see myself pleasantly at the Singapore Airport when my family, we were arriving Singapore, little did I know these little disgusting ants here, gaining as many as they could. == They were still this little, maybe one or two before we went to Hong Kong and now? Oh my! How many could I be able to possibly count?!

Well, from the above paragraph, you could already figure that? Yes, you're right, my little OH MY girl! Clever as you always is :D Yes, it's very true that I've been in Singapore now!! Oh my, I'd been thinking how my mother and all the other Hong Kong relatives are doing right now, probably celebrating their elegant night for tomorrow's THE CHRISTMAS DAY! It seemed, everything in my mind now showed dead joy. I've thought of being in the Hong Kong's Tsim Sha 'mouth'(don't know the pinyin, translated by missy me! :D) now, how joyful will I be if I'm there now.. looking at every beautiful illumination showed, happily enjoying there, taking those many photos we used to take every year's 24th and 25th. Oh dear me and now, just what am I doing? Having all sorts of bad querimony that I shouldn't have come back..
Anyhow, it's really difficult to settle myself down to come back on such a date! :( But maybe it's shall get me to experience having Christmas in Singapore, maybe... that this is the first ever time experiencing Christmas in Singapore?! Well, it mightn't be that bad as I've said.. Foolish me! :D
Oh dear! My goodness! The tiresome today gave me enough, I've still got a whole lot more to help with this house?!

Oh I'm fainting...

Saturday, December 22, 2007

Watch this video!!
It's so funny!!
Especially that duan chang ren part where they drink the milk, where Jiro keep on 'la le la le la`~~~' ...
LOL!!! MY COUSIN ABIGAIL INTRODUCED US THIS VIDEO, IT'S DAMN FUNNY!!
TOTALLY!!!

Thursday, December 20, 2007

Today's such a lucky day worhh!!
First, at the beginning of the day, -KNS-vixen(Clare), babysilver(Stephanie), -FiR-mUax(Queenie) and me, (-KNS-xNEL (me! see the name know already, no need translation~ :D)). We played audition together. I played the lappy I brought from Singapore and my sister use the Hong Kong destop. I'm so surprised that I did almost every cfm we played together with my laptop! I just miss 1 or 2, or maybe 3. It's such a surprise because that I've been training on 8key these few days and yet my 4key seemed to improve either ://

And another reason makes today's a lucky day, it's because that I've won the GM in STORM THE NIGHT EVENT JUST NOW! JUST RIGHT 5 MINUTES AGO? You see, I've captured
the screenshot just five minutes ago and I've rushed to my blog to only tell you all!! Okay, it's like that, after I played with clare and stephane and queenie , when clare and stephanie said gtg and byes, Queenie saw the notice that this event STORM THE NIGHT is going to start in 15minutes time. So, we quickly exchanged our computers, well I use the destop cause that this is more 'not laggy'. And then next, the first room the GMS created was... I still remember that it's room16. I went in but unluckily, I was the second to watch. The participants in that game in room16 lost by ..erm... it's just close, about 1.5k . Next, the GMS LEAVE THE ROOM and donno go where liaos...
I was trying to catch up with the GMS in the same room and in the join part when suddenly, when the GMS ENDED THEIR 3RD GAME(I THINK), I saw they changing their rooms in the user list and quickly, I got in! Anddd I'M LIKE SO EXCITED!! BECAUSE I GOT INTO THE STAGE PART! WOOHOO! IT'S SUCH AN HONOUR TO PLAY WITH THE GMS AND ALSO IT'S SO TOTALLY LUCKY! You know the room is so squeezy and stuck with the maximum auditioners!

That time when I played, we won the GMS! I think it depends on luck very much, 70% depends on luck to win them.

Luck#1: My group got a super pro chainer... the boy there(see in the ss)??
Luck#2: This time round, those finish moves are quite difficult.. total 3 finish moves, I only did 2, and the very one that I didn't do, only 1 person did it, and it's that GM girl (see in the ss).
Luck#3: The song is long?? So we got more time ? 3254 Techno Party, I love you!!!

Then.. still got a lot of lucky things but I can't figure out what.. LOL..
You know, when I'm playing, my hands were shaking like mad...
I've no idea if it's caused by the cold weather here, or is it me.. getting too excited~~
When I won those GMS..
I SCREAMED WITH JOY!
lols.. I thought screaming is for fright..
Don't believe?
ASK QUEENIE!!
SHE WAS WATCHING ME PLAYING!

Okay, some of you, especially those who had won the GMS before, will think that I'm crazy..
RIGHT I'M!!! BECAUSE IT'S THE FIRST TIME I'VE EVER PLAY WITH GMS AND WON THE GMS TEAM!
FIRST TIME CAN WIN LIAOS! =D
YIPEEE~!
ANW ANW LOOK AT THIS PICTURE!!
I WON!! :D
I MEAN.. 'WE' WON~ =B

Wednesday, December 19, 2007

Here to post some photos for my dearest Finella.
Finella! I've promised you, to post photos in Hong Kong and here I'm posting! :D
Oh and by the way these photos are captured in Ocean Park. =D
It's just what the entry I've posted on Dec 07 .
ENJOY! :d
Ohh and I didn't post all the photos because I'm afraid that my blog will 'burst'...
LOL.

Nora preparing to drive! ;D


WAHH! GOGOGO! THAT'S MY AH GONG ON the merry-go-round.. hahas.


'QUEENIEEEEE.. '


WAHHKK!! RAGING RIVER!!


THE SCREAMS:


I'M LOVING THIS!!

I'm sixteen!

EHHH...
not the age harhh,
if age , I still need four more years!
It's audition!
SIXTEEN LIAO~~
CLUBBER LIAO~~ =D

You'll realised that I have 'ticked' in my wanted list of the clubber -KNS-xNEL .
RIGHT RIGHT??
hmm..
I'm so busy these few days..
There's phototaking for my family..
there's the trip to my mother's factory in tai ping (in china de), just happening yesterday..

WAHHKAKAKA!
Today's what day?
What date?
I don't even know.. 19 is it?
AHHHH!
5 MORE DAYS GOING BACK SINGAPORE LIAOS!
noooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
ooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
oooooooooooooo!
T_T
noooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

ooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
ooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
oooooooooooooooooooooo!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ahhh.. my throat's going to break liaos..
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
HHHHHHH!!!
I WANNA SCREAM OUT LOUD!!!!!!
I DON'T WANT TO LEAVE HONG KONG!!! T.T
I'm really going to cry!!!!

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(crying section going on now...)

Friday, December 14, 2007

HELLOS HELLOS HELLOS~
HELLOS ALL~
Sorry for the many 'hellos' I typed.. =x
Anyway, anyway..
I've submitted another skin due to my boredom.
Here's the very nice screenshot:

LIVE PREVIEW!!
LIVE PREVIEW!!
LIVE PREVIEW!!
LIVE PREVIEW!!
LIVE PREVIEW!!

LOLS.. am I in blogskin.com introducing my skin..
Okay anyway, this skin nice mah?
I've wasted quite a time to make this .
hmmm.. maybe 1 hour?
Should be more than that .
I used the background of the current skin-http://www.blogskins.com/info/170957 I'm using and I also inspirate from this skin to make my new skin-http://www.blogskins.com/info/171154 . :D

Not too much that I wanna blog now because I've got to rush to audition later..
I think one week ago orr..
some days ago, my Mom, sisters and I actually wanna go to Queenie and my kindergarten. You know, last time we studied in one kindergarten in Hong Kong, when we were in Primary 2 and 3, we then transferred to Singapore. We wanna go to that kindergarten to visit some of our teachers and principal..
HOWEVER WHEN WE REACHED THERE...
MY MOUTH HANGED OPEN...
That kindergarten was gone!!!
T_T
LOL..
...
Why am I still loling when my kindergarten was gone..
I'm supposed to feel sad..
But... feeling upset isn't good for me...
I wondered when had it gone T.T
It all blamed to me not to come here in June Holidays...
Why aren't we coming to Hong Kong in the June Holidays...
Maybe by then we could still their last face?
'zui hou yi mian'
LOL..
loling again?!
-_-

Byes, gotta go~

Friday, December 07, 2007

=D

Hellos all ,

Notice that I did blog lesser ?
Hong Kong is such a nice place to stay ~
I’m luvin it !

THAT’S TOTALLY CERTAIN THAT I’M LUVING HONG KONG !
I’m luving it ever since the day I was born !
There’s NO way I’m going to hate it ;x
Okie and I’m not saying that Singapore is …

Anyhow, I’ve been to the Ocean Park recently, the very two days ago ~
Somehow that I felt really !!
Really extremely comfortable in there !
It’s like back to the time..
Erhs..
Back to that time when we went there with our cousins !
It’s so totally nice to go there to feel that feeling !
Though that very two days ago, we went there with our family members but not them(cousins), I still felt that they were just there, playing with us .
You know, Hong Kong’s that end-of-year holidays isn’t in December , so, they are still busying with their school works , that’s why that they weren’t with us the very two days ago , they were at their respective school cause . How I wish that they are having holidays too , then we shall have been together in the Ocean Park ..
Playing our favourite spot !
The CRAZY GALLEON !
WE JUST CRAZILY LUV IT!
LUB IT!
LURB IT!
LOVE IT!
LURV IT!

This is the very spot where we played more than ten times !
(Still searching in the memories)
OMG .
THAT VERY DAY when we were in the Ocean Park , about 2 years ago , after we played the Eagle where it just spinned us around in four groups … blah blah blah … We were about to feel boring in there when we saw a big total giant ship with a whole loads of people screaming .
At the very beginning, our dearest Charlotte didn’t dare to play and therefore she just had to watch us behind the gate .
OMG .
EVEN her dearest (that time should be erm.. 5 years old) sister dare to play that game and she (11 years old that year) didn’t even dare to hear our screams .
WE waited for that load of people to finish the game , and when it’s our very turn , I’M SO TOTALLY EXCITED ! AT THE SAME TIME , SCARED ! (This is quite a very secret .. scared.. and yet I’m still daring to play..)
ALRIGHT ALRIGHT.. We climbed into the ship .. and our bravest cousin Abigail climbed onto the side of the ship while Charlotte’s cousin got to the next and Queenie got to the next seat beside her .. while me (should be the most not dare.. or the second most not dare [including Charlotte?]) sat beside my mei meix and the youngest ever, Charlotte’s sister , Brittany got next to me and the very far end , Charlotte’s Phillipine maid .
WOWS !
I REALLY FEEL LIKE .. SLIPPING OFF THE SHIP WHILE IT SWINGED HERE AND THERE.. THAT I GRIPPED THE BAR WITH SWEAT !
AFTER THIS, EVERYONE AGREED TO PLAY AGAIN !
AND THEN..
AGAIN WE AGREED..
AND AGAIN..

And this time, Charlotte really wanted to know why were we so addicted in it.. so she took all her braveness she had and stood up !
And she sat in between me and her sister .
AHHHHHHHHH!
I WANNA !!
SHE SCREAMED THE LOUDEST !
AND EVEN THAT WHEN SHE HAS QUITE NO VOICE , SHE STILL TRIED VERY HARD TO SCREAM ..
SHE SCREAMED LIKE MAD!!
MY EARS WERE HEARING HER SCREAM LIKE MAD EITHER !
LOL.

After this, she somehow ..
Maybe she really felt fun that she was the first one to say that we were going to play again .
WOWS.
AND WITH THAT WE PLAYED 10 TIMES .

AWW…
I thought that I’m supposed to talk about the very two days ago’s trip in Ocean Park and not the very two years ago’s …
Anyhow, the very two days’ ago isn’t that interesting compared to the very two years’.

Okay..
I’ll talk somethings about the very two days’ derh .
Hmm..
Yesh..
I love the swingy thing ..
It’s called the flying swing .
Even our grandfather played this !
Oh and forgot to tell you that our grandfather came too, he came with us, my Dad, Mum, Queenie, Nora, my maid and I. Even our granddad played worhh! He’s already in the 70s .. erh not so old la ~ yap should be.. He played it ! My mum too (not so surprise)! It’s very fun!

OH AND LET ME TELL YOU ONE VERY EMBARRASSING THING ..
My sister, Queenie and I played the crazy galleon again like two years ago.
However this time, we only played three times.
She screamed so loud that her face turned white.. and something about her face made one of the players to take a photo on her ..
MAYBE THAT SHE’S TOO PRETTY.. HAHAS.. JKJK HARHH QUEENIE.. NOOO.. SHE’S PRETTY LARHS ~ =D

ENTRY TOO LONG ??
SORRY ..
BUAIS ! =3