Hey again! Ooops... sorry... oh! Are you too... did I always said the word, 'Sorry'? Well... Sorry if I had said.. oops... :x The reason that I had said that word is that.. don't you know why? sor... okay, I felt extremely sorr.. for typing that.. I mean that's quite bad in manners.. I bet that you know why, it's because that.. as always, the same reason, it's that I hadn't post an entry for 3 days long! Maybe not even 3.. 3 and a half day? Please just do the calculation in your own. I've to type everything of what had happened these days! OH MY GOSH. I think that I hadn't remember a single thing.. just of what had happened today andd.. Okay, I'll try to remember and don't ever had an angered word from you if I didn't type what you had expected, since that I'm not going to say that word started with a 'S' again.

What happened on Thursday was that.. Okay, I felt ... the word, because that I didn't have time to post an entry that morning and so was in the Friday's morning. The excuse given on Thursday was that I had to go to Maths Olympiad and that I don't wake up so early that I could have time to post an entry.. OH! Am I going to type anything happening in Wednesday? I felt... sor.. the word, as I had totally forgot what had happened that day.. I had only remembered some on Thursday which I was just saying.. which is of the Maths Olympiad thing, I mean, yeah, I will certainly be remembering that thing, because that it happened every Thursday. Not really every Thursday, it's almost.. oh... I had remembered a thing that had happened on Thursday.. You see, the 'oh' that I had just typed isn't really normal at all, reason is because... : In the spiritual morning after I had my Maths Olympiad, I went to the library for a purpose.. and it is NOTHING. Haha.. you probably is going to laugh like mad. It's a habit of mine, I had always been going to the library for nothing, not even borrowing books or returning, as I've got no interest to the books in the school library. I went in there and saw Yuan Zhen and Shu Yun doing something and it is Yuan Zhen's young scientist card. She's using Shu Yun again.. Perhaps not, or maybe it's Felicia. I just have no idea. One said that she hates Yuan Zhen and the other said that she hates Felicia. Okay, not spreading out rumours. I didn't mentioned any of their names above that it's hates by who, I had just said that who that person hates but not saying who is hating who. Okay, maybe that it's Shu Yun who's being too kind to help. They did and did so much of the work. I did and did so much of the disturbings, like changing the fonts to the Wedding's, that made it to funny shapes. HAHA.. Okay, remember the 'oh'. Why it sounds exceptional is that.. when it's about 12, more and more people came in and most of them are girls, and most of them came in for only a purpose, to go and change their blog skins. You know, it's really... maybe that I'm going to create a new word? WHO KNOWS? Maybe that I'm being jealous.. What I want to say is that they are too... they just doesn't seem right to be changing skins of their blog in school time. Are they trying to act smart to change blog skins in school time? So that everyone can see that they know HTML codes? I KNOW better than them.. Yeah, jealousy.. You know, that kind of feelings.

Friday.. the most easy-to-remember thing is that I had my 'Zhen Ke' and that's why I've no time to finish up the blog. WHAT WHAT WHAT? WHAT'S THE THING THAT HAD HAPPENED TODAY OTHER THAN ZHEN KE? There's one thing that happen in Zhen Ke and it's really funny. We had took out our Chinese workbook. And then our Chinese teacher, Miss Ling had got an idea of one thing. She had turned to a page in her book of the feelings of being a police if you are a police and when you walked past a shop with a burglar, what will you do? Miss Ling had asked if anyone wants to act the incident and that maybe with those actings, creativition will come to our mind and we could have more hints of what to write in the column of the feelings. Mo Di whose always been pretended by our classmates of he being my shoulder partner, Chee Xiong's brother. He had volunteered to be the burglar. Jing Wen Cong who is the genius boy had volunteered to be the police and.. there's still a person who had acted to be the shopkeeper.. can't really remember who.. oh that's a girl, can't really remember who she is, probably from Mo Di's group. Look, Mo Di had gone into that shop which the shopkeeper was standing there. He had instantly took a thing.. should be a wallet from that girl whose acting to be the shopkeeper. And then went out of the shop. That's when Jing Wen Cong whose acting to be the police came by. He said, 'Don't move!' which is from Chinese to Mo Di. However, Mo Di acted as if he hadn't heard his words and that he had used his hand to shape it as a gun and said 'Bang' while using his hand to shoot out the invisible bullet to Jing Wen Cong. And he went back to his seat and that's when everyone giggled. Even our neighbours, I mean the class beside us which is 5PCL, even some of them by the back in their classroom looked in and have a look why that we were giggling. Haha.. that Jing Wen Cong is really not suitable for being a policeman.. HAHA! Or maybe that Mo Di is too suitable for being a thief!! HA!

Saturday... nothing... my mind is blank.. today... OH, I've gotta go, for my sleep. Okay, tell you one more thing. And it is that my dad had went to Bangladesh again... SO SAD.. but daddy, better work hard! ADD OIL! DON'T LOSE THEM! :]

It's a day yesterday... In the future, I mean the future when I have schools, I will be posting an entry, and that entry will be things that happen the day before I post the entry. Understand? Like today, I'm not posting of what happened today but yesterday, you see, it's just the starting of the day, how am I going to post an entry of today? I can't see the future like raven does. But I'll tell you, that the time I woke up today is very late, 10.05am!! It's so late, I had planned to wake up at 7.30am last night, and yet that I had woke before 7.30am this morning and saw that my sister is still asleep but she is supposed to go to school for Chinese Orchestra, and that I thought the time is still very early as it's dark outside, so I had decided to sleep again.. And who knows? that 10.05am is the time I got up today? ...

Talking about my sister going to Chinese Orchestra make me think of what happened yesterday. Yesterday, the announcement had said of the non-performing and performing Chinese orchestra group have to meet Mr. Chua at the back of the hall after pledge taking. After the pledge taking which we spoke the pledge, I had went to the back of the hall and had sat down beside my sister to lend a ear to Mr Chua. After one of my ears is back, that ear which I lend, I heard my ear said that my instrument of the Chinese Orchestra, will only be going for Chinese Orchestra Practice on the Saturdays!! So, that's why that I didn't go to Chinese Orchestra Practice today with my sister. And that the consent form had also shown that I had Chinese Orchestra Practice in only Saturdays! So? That proves that that ear I had lend didn't pass the words incorrectly.

But after I had got the consent form, I walked with my sister back to my classroom. I mean that she's not in my class but her classroom is just next to mine,so, it's a direct route. Well, I used to walk with my classmates whose also in Chinese Orchestra too whenever that there's all this meetings after pledge taking, but it seems like it's not a good idea... I don't know why that I felt like.. they don't like me.. one of the reasons is that maybe Cui Ying had already know that I had been ignoring her calls.. I just don't understand.. Their face is like.. what Chinese said is 脸臭臭.. they only have that face to me.. Another reason I felt that way is that.. as my sister's instrument is same as Cui Ying's and Sujata's, there's once when my sister is having practice and so are they at the same room, since that they are learning the same instrument. There's once that my sister heard Sujata saying things about me to Cui Ying.. My sister thinks that she said that I scolded her and things about me.. Valerie is quite the best of the three of them, I mean the face she looks at me doesn't really means of 脸臭臭, but I have a feeling that she is going to be.. I felt that everyone in class don't really like me.. not everyone but most of them.. But perhaps that I had mistook?

Another exceptional thing that had happened was the writing competition. I thought that it's difficult, but I don't think so after I had checked the paper. It's about an argument. Such coincidence, before we had this writing competition, which is maths lesson, there's an argument between Miss See, Grace, Jin Tat and Xin Ze. Of one question in a maths worksheet.

Haiz... I hope that I will have a better feeling today about my classmates.

With great nervousness now, confusion as well.. You see, I forgot to hand in those SHINE cards to Miss Koh yesterday which I am supposed to have them handed in yesterday!! I mean that I don't have so much of them, I had collected them from my classmates yesterday which has caused me to add a 's' after the 'card'. What am I going to do?? I felt like I had to be scolded.. Ms Koh had said to give her those SHINE cards in recess time and yet I hadn't collect by then, so I spoke to her that I hadn't collect those SHINE cards during recess, and then.. I had forgot to hand them to her after school yesterday! I think I am going to school very early today, as early as I could! And this thing made me think of last term when I lost the classroom key, it's like I had done so much of the wrong..

Okay, what I'm talking was all about yesterday, just this following thing that I'm talking has just happened just now which is today. I had thought of an idea of YIP just now in the morning when I had just woke. And then, I had gone to my room to check my new time table in my file to see whether if there's science lesson today and when I held that file, I felt it so thick like there's a stack of paper inside. Yeah, there's really a stack.. and it's a stack of SHINE cards!! I had had just remembered that I had forgot to hand them in to Miss Koh by then.. And when I saw there's this certificate that says about the completion for me to have complete the INSPIRATION course, I had then put that certificate into that file I used to put my certificates, and saw a paper painted in purple and which it says of the writing competition.. THEN I REMEMBERED THAT THERE'S THIS WRITING COMPETITION TODAY!

You see, things are all happening to me at the very fine hour.. I've no idea if something is going to pop up to me by any minutes now.. Okay, something really ridiculous had just happened yesterday, Mr Gan is teaching my class Social Studies by this semester! I mean that I'm not saying him any bads or any goods, it's just that he had taught me in P3 before, and I had always remembered that he doesn't allow any water to be drank in his class. One more thing that I remembered was that he had once pulled Shi Jie's shirt before and that the shirt was torn in about... one-quarter or maybe one-tenth, what I meant was the torn part.

You see... you see again.. everything I'm saying now is all about memories, that I had just remembered this and that..

According to my mind now, there's nothing in my brain.. Oh yeah, is there any difference between MIND and BRAIN? What I think of the difference is that, mind is not an organ but brain is an. IS THAT SO? Perhaps it is. Oh... According to my mind now, not just now when I had typed the first sentence. According to my mind now, I had remembered something! Today, we had seen my grandmother off in the airport. She's going back to Hong Kong, probably that had arrived there now, she's supposed to be at home now. Well there's this funny thing that had happened to her today. In the afternoon after we had our delicious lunch cooked by my grandmother whose adept in cooking. What she had cooked was...咸饭, which should be 'Salted rice' translated from Chinese to English. Yes, after we had that dainty meal, we went to the airport, to see my grandmother off.. OH! I had forgot to tell you that my dad had came back today in the morning from Bangladash.. IS THAT A CORRECT SPELLING? Ya, so my dad, sister, grandmother as well as I had went to the airport today. We had helped her to.. I mean not 'we', my sister and I were probably just standing there watching my dad helping my grandmother to.. to get the seat number and to send her one and only luggage. While we, my sister and I were watching my dad doing that, we heard that the lady in the counter said that that plane is about to full up, probably that there's favorable turns of people, that's what my dad had said.

While my grandmother was in the other counter after we had sent her in and which this counter is supposed to be checking of the passports and all those choppings, and which this counter has got candies. As it's just 10 minutes away for her to take the flight and which the place to go to the plane was pretty far, my grandmother had chosen the shortest queue in all those counters. AND GUESS WHAT? That counter is for Aircrew!! I had only knew this word by today after my dad had explained the meaning. Guess what's Aircrew?? It's only for those pilots and airhostess. OH! We thought that something is going to happen by then.. However, that that gentleman in the counter still had checked my grandmother's passport just like all the other counters. Whew! I thought something is going to happen, like catching her and blah blah blah. Just the same as what my cousin's reaction was in the phone while my dad had telephoned her about that. She's in Hong Kong and is picking my grandmother from the Hong Kong airport, probably had already did that. I'm really wanting to visit the airport in Hong Kong again! That place is fabulous! Andd... that cousin in the phone is really astonished of the reaction according to my dad.

Too bad, too sad, too mad, too dad, too glad, too had, too pad... TOMORROW is a school day again!! Holiday is ending! Holiday is going to end! After some hours!!

After so much of the consideration, I've finally decided.. Maybe, it's really NOT a good idea of not blogging. Ya, I had said that before, I mean in the previous post, I just want to tell you what is my FINALISED decision. One of the reasons that I had this decision is that, I don't want to squander all my efforts in those entries. And one of the others is that I had an interest of blogging. AND there's so much of other reasons, almost 100 of them, and those are all I can think of. Like I like designing the blog skin is also one of the reasons.. AND I love to play with the codes, AND I like to express what's in my heart.. AND so on..

Let's us start with Wednesday which is the first day I felt too lazy to blog. What I meant was not the first day I felt that way, it's just that the.. MAYBE just leave it as the first day. What happened that day was... Guess what? My sister and I had found another pink stone again during our Chinese Orchestra break of the practice! It went like this: During the lunch break when we had our lunch, we had gone to the field AGAIN. Since that there's nothing better than the field to play on that day, that's why we had went there. We walked on the field, having jokes, chatting about Chinese Orchestra, chatting of how school is going to reopen soon... THAT'S WHEN IT HAPPENED! A brilliant of pink splash of light was discovered by my sister under the sun! She went to that spot where the splash of light came from and found a pink stone! That pink stone is just what we had found 2 days ago, and it's exactly the same as the other two stones! We went to the air conditioner thing which I had said in the Monday post, which the stone was trapped in the squared fences, and found that... THE OTHER PINK STONE WHICH WE FOUND ON MONDAY WAS STILL THERE! STAYING VERY STILL! We had thought that maybe the stone that had trapped there was flew off and that's why we found it, but the truth is NO! I've one of that same kind of stones at home, right now on my desk, and that there's one trapped in school, and NOW??!! I mean not now, now, that stone is in my sister's hands. I wondered if there's a million of that kind of stones hiding in the school, maybe that our school was a treasure land once?! That will be such a waste to move to another new land for building the new school which will be built in 2009. My sister tried to take the rag to have the stone trapped in the school escaped. And yet, it's too bad. The distance is just a little too long, I mean that the distance of the furthest that the rag goes in that trap thing, there's just one inch of air between the rag and the stone! We were thinking if those stones can be a... thing? that represent, sisters relationship, I mean we found 3 and our family had 3 daughters and if only we could help the stone trapped to escape, and that will be the... thing that represent us, NQN! Nelly, Queenie and Nora! I mean if, maybe,PERHAPS, if we lose in touch, maybe one day that I found a person having that stone and maybe that that's person is one of my sisters! But perhaps that someone had already had one of the stones.. MAYBE?

Thursday... I had gone to Maths Olympiad.. In a brightful morning, with the sun shining on my head, I went to school for Maths Olympiad. I entered the gates and got in. I found that someone was entering the room where we used to have our Maths Olympiad lessons, that's why that I had gone in too. I found that there's only 3 people in the room, plus me, four people in the room. Those 3 people are Gisella, Xin... I don't know if it is blah blah xin or xin blah blah.. forgot her name.. She's in choir and my best friend, Jia Yi said that she is a bucktooth. And the other person is a boy whose name called Hoe Yee Sim. That girl which I had forgot her name suddenly took a gun out, like wanting to kill Hoe Yee Sim. (But that's a fake gun, it seems real, but it's not at all) She kind of like she is the policewoman and that Hoe Yee Sim had just stole something. SO FUNNY! I mean that I didn't laugh out, I just watched them but laughed in my heart. Gisella told me that Hoe Yee Sim is totally childish. She said that boys are more childish than we are, girls. And the rest of the lesson are all normal, just that Li Houng kept laughing like mad like she was entertaining something for someone and that Baton Race kept strangling Hoe Yee Sim.

Friday... Yesterday.. nothing really special is going on that day. Just staying at home and doing LAME things.

Saturday... Today! Today is such a special day! I got up and went to Chinese Orchestra Performance. I went to performance with my fellow Chinese Orchestra mates. Where had we went? The spot where the new school is going to be! They actually invited us to perform was because that they had finally pooled the money for building the new school! And that before performing, we lined up through two lines. I went to the position where the last people should be. By then, all those representatives like Mr Ngoh, the representatives of the student, Desmond Chu, and all the others which I was not sure what their names are, they had went to the stage and had pressed the button... That's when the machine which enable the thing to take apart of a thing... TOO MUCH THING. That thing works in a way that when they pressed the button, the machine will went down a bit, and will kind of vandalise.. I mean not vandalise... destroy? Just down beyond the thing, the hard wall, the machine will went down and kind of ... 拆掉 that hard piece of wall. The reason they 拆掉 was that they wanted to have that land to be underneath the school building. That piece of wall was left to be 拆掉 in the celebration, they were actually about to 拆掉 that wall, but they had left that to be entertained in the celebration. And some other special things like we had food there, DELICIOUS FOOD! And that I've finally know that there's no newspaper cutting as a homework after asking Mrs Tan whose also there.
OH! And I've no idea why Jolyn was there too, singing the school song.. IS SHE CHOIR?

Maybe not blogging is not a good idea. That's why I decided to blog again. Maybe that's what Grace felt, that's why she had kind of 'rip' her blog. The 'Grace' I am refering to is not the 'Grace' in my class this year, it's a friend in the internet, whose birthday fall on the day after my birthday.

There's not much to blog, and I felt so sorry to my blog. Jitters are coming to me now... I felt sorry to my blog is not because that how few I had blogged, but because... yeah, the reason is quite similiar but not EXACTLY THE SAME. It's that, I can't blog as much to fill the blog column to be in the same length as the other column which involves the profile, tagboard, links and all those. I just wish to have a resurrection, to resurrate of what my blog is in the past, I mean not very past but 'paster' than now. It is the time when I had my blog column in the same length as the other column. I felt like sputtering, like that you don't understand what I mean, and that I don't understand what I mean too...

You see, this holiday is dreary, real boring. Hopefully that it's lasting very soon. However, I felt somehow... I felt like wanting the holiday to end but at the same time, felt like wanting the holiday not to end... Well, I can't decide. Although the holiday is dreary, I don't really want to go to the Chinese Orchestra Practice tomorrow... although that I felt those teachers are getting better to teach us, I mean they communicate with us in a intimate way, not very, but getting more intimate than they used to. I felt that they are trying to get us to communicate with them intimately. Well, there's no reason why I don't want to go to the Chinese Orchestra Practice tomorrow, since I can't think of one.

My babysister is really crazy! She had made my handphone... go to the internet... that waste money... Oh, and my clothes are really wet now... since that I didn't close the curtains to defend the clothes from wetting during the shower... I had only tackled the problem of the clothes getting wet in the middle of my shower. I had only known that my clothes were wet by then! They made me crazy and so do my baby sister!

Okay, what else to blog about?? Today is a simple and normal day.. and... all the other things that I didn't blog were all LAME. Like watching television and... OH! I had download the PHOTOSHOP 7.0 of the free trail just now for making nice skins, however, I had forgotten how to manufacture, I mean how that PHOTOSHOP works.. I mean that I had been taught how that was used and now my mind was blank about that PHOTOSHOP..

Now... I'm getting ready to watch television, just 10 minutes away for that show to start. Anything else to blog about? Yes, I had wrote a letter today for my cousin, Brittany. She really wants to see how nice my handwriting is. HEHE... I wrote difficult words in the letter, I mean difficult to her but not me. I think that's difficult for her... I wrote lots of questions like 'How are you?' , 'How's everyone there?' , 'Are you used to primary life?' and all those... although I'm sure that she won't reply, since that she had only requested me to write to her for only a purpose, and it is to see my handwritting.

ANYTHING ELSE?? HMM... I had some plays with my sisters today, like having a singing competition... OH! Had you watch 校园superstar yesterday? It's really a pity that Javin, was out. He had the second highest marks compared through the boys yesterday, and yet he was out. It's because of that he had the fewest people voting for him in the telephone. Such a pity. If it hadn't been relying on the numbers of votes by telephone, just by the marks that the judges had given, he wouldn't be out. And JIAJUN from the girls yesterday was out too... She is one of my favourites in that competition. She is always smiling, which I love, I mean she smiles in the way I love. But I think that if she doesn't show her teeth while smiling, it will be better, as I love smiles with no teeth. I mean the only thing that shows should be the lips, which I love. But, she smiled with no teeth shown too, and when she did that, it's perfect! Just the way I love.

Okay, one minute away to watch the show.. ANYTHING ELSE? I don't think so, so bye bye!

Hmm... I've no idea why that... I don't want to blog anymore... as I felt too lazy to blog... Okay, tell you what about today's most special thing. It is that my sister and I had gone to school for Chinese Orchestra and during the first break, we went to the field to play. She had found a pink stone(quite plastic) on the field. So, we played that stone by throwing to anywhere for the other one to catch it. And... I had accidentally dropped that stone into the air conditioner thing, where it was fenced with squared fences, and which no one can reach it.

During the second break, I found a stone in the field again and which this stone looks exactly the same as the one I had dropped into that air conditioner thing. I went to air conditioner thing, and found that the previous stone we played was still there, so there's TWO pink stones? I mean, they look exactly the same. That's quite a mystery, haha.

Hi again! I'm so assured, rest assured that Wan Ting isn't mad at me or anything like that, like, 'I don't want to friend you.' that kind, you should know. After I had typed yesterday blog entry, I felt like being selfish like what Edlyn had said, like I ordered, commanded Wan Ting to do this and that and not making herself to decide. However, she had told me that she's not angry and not mad and not... all those of me, so I'm feeling relieved! Oh, and Edlyn didn't really say that I'm selfish, I had misunderstood that she had said that to me. She's actually tagging in my tag board to tell everyone not to be selfish... I think she's like what I was yesterday, jealous, and yet, I'm jealous of how the blog of Wan Ting's links was and not how she is jealous of. She's jealous of no one tagging her blog but others, I'm meaning that everyone in other blogs that she linked seems to have tags frequently but not hers, that kind. Yes, I had been jealous like that, however, I... kind of figured that I shouldn't be jealous anymore and somehow... tags come almost everyday.

Now, my sister is listening to the song by Hilary Duff, Love Just Is. She listened to that song so...ecstatically that when she had gone to my blog, she didn't realise that the song playing in my blog was Love Just Is too for a minute when she viewed that page. She seems to be feeling so affinity with that song. That's such a coincidence anyway.

Now... what happened today was... actually before I blogged, I've lots of things in my mind to blog, but after a while when I had blogged some of the things in my mind, I had forgotten the other things. Just like last night, I had remembered something that I had missed out in the blog during the sleep at night, however, I had forgotten what is that thing in the morning right away. Yes, I had a lot of things to blog just now in my mind... but now... it's like my mind had went BLANK!

Oh... I had remembered something. Yes, today, at about 3pm, my sister, and... I mean all the people in the house by then had gone to the library to return books that we had borrowed three weeks ago and borrow some again. We had set a trap to know who's the 'somebody' who had threw things in whenever we go out. We put a video camera on top of a tall cabinet which is high enough to reach the top windows at the side of the walls to record video. My maid opened the window a bit, to let the video camera to have a better view of who the person is, but not too wide which let whoever who had thrown the things see the camera. I climbed up to that cabinet and press on the button, record to record. However, when we went out in the corridor to go to the lift to go down, I can still see the lens of the camera, it's quite obvious... But, it's the best we can keep from the 'somebody'of seeing it.

We went out... And had borrowed some books. I had chose four books and so did my sister. We didn't know that we still have to leave some space of borrowed books in our library card for our maid's borrowed books. OH NO! That's when we discovered that there's an advertisement on the wall viewing that there will be a 'X2' that day of borrowing books while we were finding our maid to discuss with her about that thing. So, we told our maid about that and had borrowed three books for her from my card as well as Queenie's. I had helped her borrowed 1 and Queenie the other twos. Don't mention that I'm selfish! I had still borrowed 2 more books for my baby sister who wanted to borrow books as well! Those books are ever such cute! I mean with those small pages that were made by hard materials and so much of that drawings!

OK then, we had gone to the Japanese restaurant which is named Sakae, I think. We had gone there for supper. I had Wudong and so had my sister. And my maid's too, only that she had chicken Wudong but what my sister and I had was... I think tempura wudong. My grandmother didn't eat anything as... I think she doesn't really like the food there. You see, I had told my sister that it's not pretty good to go to Sakae and yet she said never mind... 'cause Grandma had told us to decide ourselves. As you know, I'm very casual in anything, I can have anything to eat, I mean... not like my sister who eats vegetables oftenly and not pork! Oh! I had realised that eating pork isn't really that good... Guess what I had today? I mean what I had knew today? I had knew that pigs actually eat their own wastes, like earwax, gum and booger and so many other things that are their kind of waste, their droppings are also one of the kind of food they eat! Can you imagine how dirty they are? And we had to eat all their wastes, I mean while we ate the pork, it's like eating their wastes! That's really nauseating!

After having supper, we had gone... to Cold Storage to buy diapers, milk powder and baby showering cream for my cute little baby sister! However, when we reached Cold Storage, I mean when my sister and I reached Cold Storage, we didn't wait for grandma and my maid with my baby sister. We just rushed off to find all those things like there's a competition going on. When I saw the diapers, I quickly jumped up to reach for the diapers, however a packet dropped, I'll just as well as put the one in my hand back to the cabinet but to pick up the one that had dropped. By then, we heard, my grandma, maid and baby sister, rushing off to find us. We were like... like giggling when we heard them,saying this to each other, "Where are they? Where did they go?" It's sort of funny I think, and yet, I don't feel it funny at all now... As when we heard them asking that question, we ran like we were playing 'catching' with them, we ran, preventing them to have find us. After a while, we went back and my grandma sort of shouted at us where we had been. We said that we were searching for them. However, she said, "It's lucky that there's still Wiwi(my maid) and your baby sister here! If not, I'll be lost! You're going to die! Your Daddy won't let two of you go!" That's the exact words I had translated from Cantonese to English that she had said. I felt kind of sorry, but I don't think my sister did. She was still giggling when my grandma said that. I bet she had been in punishments oftenly...

When we were back home, the first thing we did was to see the video camera. However, two words in red were flashing on the screen, 'Tape End'. WHAT?! It's soooooo fast! The tape had ended so fast?! Oh my! I think that that neighbour really did see the camera and was kind of sorry of what she had done, I mean I think she had been saying our words when we were out and then, she saw the camera... guess what after that? I think what had happened after that was: She had went to the lift... and then... guess what? We were ready to go to that lift to go back home she was in to go out! We met! She saw my grandma and kind of... looking at her in narrow eyes. We quickly back home and then... saw that the tape had ended! Too bad that it didn't record what she said of our bads! ... It had only been recorded for an hour! NOT EVEN SO! Maybe, we shall try this trick again to stop that 'somebody' from throwing things into our house. She/He will think that the video camera is recording all their actions and so, they won't do anything stupid like that. THEY ARE THE STUPID ONES! ha ha... Well, why I said that was that, when we didn't put the camera, things were thrown in, when we did, nothing came! I bet that 'somebody' saw the camera! I bet that he/she(probably she) knows that it's recording. What if we just put there without pressing the record button? That's will trick them!

Erm... anything else? I don't feel like yesterday that there's something not in the blog that happened today. I feel different.

Hi again, okay, I'm now telling all of you that I'm neither going to show any titles in entries nor typing any title in entries from now onwards! I guess you should know why, I mean those recent readers of my blog, as I'm always typing the same title, 'Today', 'Taday','This today' and.... isn't that LAME? Always having a 'today'! So, now this is what I did to solve this 'today' problem! So sorry that perhaps there's some previous blog entries which had the word, 'title' in the content, meaning to command you to look at titles and so on, as you can't see any titles from now onwards, so I'm feeling sorry.

Kays, kays, kays! Wan Ting and Yi Xuan, OK! I'm afraid that both of you might have seen the two 'sorry's in the first paragraph... To prevent some complains of 'sorry', I'll just beg you guys... I mean garls to keep your eyes away from the first paragraph! OK? DEAL! Now, that something made me really mad about. Yeah, you might have already know from my sister's blog, about the Internet connection. I really wanted to yank at my computer yesterday when I discovered that it's out of the connection and yet, I didn't. Don't worry if my computer was broke, I'm not that gauche. Well, I didn't yank at my computer, however, I did yank at myself! How am I going to yank at myself, I mean... it's pretty difficult to have myself yanked. Guess what? ha ha... my sister had helped me to yank! She yanked at me here and there! Okok... Queenie, I know you might be angry, but you really did that to me some time ago! Talking about my sister, make me think of Wan Ting's blog! I'm really jealous! Wan Ting hurh! I'm so totally jealous! Please look at the links in Wan Ting's blog, she didn't put two brackets behind the equal sign in my name! I mean she did to Queenie's name there,with two brackets behind the equal sign! I had helped her in blogs a lot, more than what Queenie had done! =(! And she did put two brackets behind a equal sign to some of the other people, who... I think they don't talk frequently! Like Stephanie! Did they talk frequently? I mean Wan Ting and Stephanie! Wan Ting, I'm not saying that you're bad or begging you to put another bracket behind the smiley in my name, I just want to ask why didn't you put a bracket behind that smiley in my name? OK OK, I'm making it up... I'm not talking anymore about that. Now that the Internet connection was connected, I mean it worked! Thanks to me, the great and professional Nelly! ha ha! Everyone was then free! Really can't live without computers, just like what my dad thinks and my sister's entry in her blog! Well, thanks to my dad too! He was the one who had instructed me on how to restart the Internet connection!

Hmm... anything to type now? Almost everything that had happened today was said above... OH! Yeah, just because of that Internet connection failure, I didn't do any home works yesterday! I needed to complete the young scientist card, and you know, Internet is needed to do this project! I've still had 2 more questions left in order to have 20 stars! I mean I did 17 stars if I had done those 2 questions, it's because that there's a question which was rated as 3 stars which is a class project! Therefore, I'll just wait until school reopens and do this class project with my class and then, I'd complete! Err... To my classmates: Is there really a question which is rated as 3 stars and is a class project? If that's true, it's too good to be true! But, maybe, that's question is just a crap... since none of my classmates had came to my blog before... =(

Bye bye to sadness! :P

Taday

Hello, blog, here to blog again! =] Okay, I'll have to blog really long this time, for my fellow fans to read, :D . Maybe I should type fellow fan. I'm not meaning the other definition of fan, OK? I know you know the proper definition. Okay, what happen today was a mess of happens. I'll have to clean out the mess... haiz, my baby sister had just came in to ask for the CD... the Diner Dash CD which my grandma had just bought for us today. I'm highly thankful to my grandma! THANK YOU VERY MUCH!! I LOVE YOU GRANDMA! I've been wishing to have the Diner Dash CD, I love Diner Dash! I mean it's so fun to play Diner Dash, my grandma bought us the Diner Dash 2... It's a pity that there isn't the latest version of Diner Dash,they don't sell the latest version, which is the Flo On The Go and blah blah blah. However, I'm already very satisfy to have the Diner Dash 2! YAY! I don't have to download those free trails from websites again, with only limiting to one hour! THANKS GRANDMA! I really want to say a millions of thank yous, a billions, a zillions or whatever illions, just the biggest number that the world have of the thank yous! You guys jealous? :D

Well well well, after shopping for the diner dash thing, we got to McDonald's to buy sets of meals for my dear baby sister at home and for both of us too. I mean,my grandma bought, hehe, she's so kind! She bought so much things for us! I'm not typing the things before buying the diner dash thing, as there's nothing special to talk about, all those borings, buying plates and bowls and so many other things that belong to the kitchen.

OK, I had just been disturbed by Wan Ting of her requests, she was begging me to help her to do the tag board and those links in her blog... so, I just have to accept her request and helped her did those things, actually, I felt good after helping her to do that, like my charity will be rewarded. Hope so.

Okay, so far so good, I've just told you some of the happens that had just happened today. Erm... let me think again of what had just happened today... OH YES! While my grandma, my sister and I were at the shopping centre, I mean where we had bought McDonald's and diner dash CD, we saw two teachers from Hong Wen School and they are Mdm Chan and Mr Lim. The Mr Lim I am referring to is the teacher... who wears spectacles, not the PE one, and whose fat, but not Mr Jovin Lim, this Mr Lim has got pimples on his head. Do you know who this Mr Lim is? And the Mdm Chan's the Chinese teacher, whose in green house, who had participated the teacher's race in the sport day, who ran so fast and whose the (CCA)basketball(girls)'s teacher. I think you know who they are after I had described them. Mdm Chan was with her friend just now, chatting... And Mr Lim was with... I had forgot who he was with just now or was he alone.

And then... I'll be going to have a run tomorrow early in the morning with my maid, to exercise. And... that's all that happened today, most of what I had typed were during in the mall. Actually, there's some more happens that happened today, however, I'm not typing them out, since they're nothing special.

Oh... maybe this entry is too short... sorry Wan Ting... since those are the only special things which had happened to me today..

Today

Arghh! Just hate this green marker or pen or whatever that is in front of me right now, with no ink at all! And hating to see those rubbish and mess on my desk now! .... So sorry that I didn't have an entry posted yesterday, since there's nothing to type about. Just some stupid and idiot things. Yeah, there's an idiot thing that happened today! I mean.... yes it's idiot, it's done by someone whose an idiot too, and a nerd! I guess most of you would know who this person is if you had read my previous entries. YES! It's my stupid neighbour. YES! She had done something wrong again, something very mean.

This morning, I was disturbed by my sister from my dreams, why she wanted to disturb was that she had something very important to tell me, and this thing is done by that nerd. Guess what that gadfly did? She threw a heap of sugars at our door, and some of the sugar had taxed in through the tiny little gap between the door and the floor. I certainly think that there's pests around there before they discovered those sugars. Okay, maybe that's not that wet smack who did this as there's no evidence to accuse that it's she who did that, but, I, Ke Nelly will surely be thinking that she is the one who did that. I mean, is there anyone else than this old blighter who will did that? And with she always saying our things is one of the things that reveal she is the one who did that nasty thing. She is always whispering things behind our back, I heard her saying our things again today,before I had my lunch. She is always like that! Yeah, we did nothing wrong, that's why it's weird that she's like that. Before she said our things today, I mean during that period which is what I had said before I had my lunch, my baby sister sang a song, I mean she was always singing so loudly, it's one of her habits to sing now, I mean my baby sister. She whispered so loudly about our things while my sister is dancing and singing, yes, whisper is not suppose to be loud, but that's a loud whisper, I mean loud as in whispers, not in normal talks, get what I mean? She kept whispering and when it came to the word, noisy, she would pause for a while and then whispered that word, noisy as loud as a whisper can be. She's really... wishing that everyone would hate her!

What comes right into my mind now was... haii... I'm not going to talk about this again... I put my sister in the hate list today, in that profile column in my blog, SEE. Why? She hit me again. And I hit her too. But she had a last hit and I don't, I mean she had a last hit but I didn't strike back,which means that I'm the first one who didn't strike back, who stop the fight. Don't you realise that I had been saying the 'I mean' so many time? I just want to make sure that you understand what I had typed, so that no one will say I don't understand this and that again just like Wan Ting had just. Yes, Wan Ting, you'll surely be telling both of us, my sister and I to stop fighting again... Oh, I had forgot to tell you why we fought. It's because that my grandma want to go out and buy something and she needs someone to accompany her, whose either my sister or me. You know, I hate hanging out sometimes, so I told my grandma that I'm not going. I didn't know that my sister is not going too since last time, whenever my mum wants to hang out, my sister is always following her. So, I said to my sister that I'm not going and I said that magic word which we had both agreed to use when we were young, and this magic word will allow the words, either by me or my sister, it will allow the words to be... like finalised. Like... for example, there's two ice-cream, one vanilla and one chocolate, I will tell my sister, "*The magic word* I will be having the vanilla ice cream." And then, I'll take the vanilla and which she can't have it. Understand? I said that magic word and then said that I'm not going and then, her emotion came, she said no way and said that my magic word is a no-use. How can she said that? We had decided that this magic word is a yes-use last time, she's so totally loving to break things up! I mean make things up, making us to have fights.

I had just received my daddy's email with this news:

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A case of a 30 years of the next three days of torrential rainfall, eastern Australia's New South Wales state have been seriously affected. Currently, nine people were killed, two missing and more than 1,000 residents of an emergency evacuation, more than 200,000 black families. In New South Wales, Sydney, the state capital, the City of precipitation from 50 to 100 mm. Flood destroyed the coast of the more than 20 fishing boats, and swamped a small port. Sydney Harbor, starting from the ferry trips were canceled, the flood also smashed the railway and highway, public transport had been seriously affected. In the Central Coast, a family was driving on a highway in the Pacific will suddenly flood the roads were smashed. A husband and wife and three children being swept away by strong currents were killed, the police used a helicopter found their bodies. Northern and H. Hunter Valley region has motorists were killed in the floods washed away the report. Sydney to the coast were forced outage train five hours. Railway company spokesman said, after intense repair and reopening of this railway, shortly after they were due to a typhoon felled trees on the rails. once again have to decommissioning. Today, the Sydney rain had ceased, but the weather bureau warned that the next few days in parts of New Hampshire may also have heavy rain, corresponding area residents to prepare for the floods. The current rains came under the strong influence of low pressure. Now, this low pressure is slowly shifted to the East Sea, it is estimated that in the next few days to evacuate Australia.
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It's so lucky that we didn't, I mean my family didn't go to Sydney, if not, our bodies might be kept there... hehe, I'm not trying to scare you, just joking.

The day on today

I don't know why... feeling that it was still early now, although maybe some of you think it's late. Yeah, I think that it's late of the time now, 22.07, last time. Last time, when I was younger, I will probably think that 22.07 is late, really late. And yet I had no idea why I felt that it is so early now, and that the time which felt late to me is about 3.ooam.

I had just saw my cute sister's cute drawing. The drawing shown my dad. She is probably missing my dad, for not seeing him for such a long time. Yes, I miss my dad too, I miss him! She drew a circle as his face, a pair of purple spectacles as his glasses, a grass of hair as his hair, a mess of moustache as his moustache ,and... and so many other things that had been drawn to show that it's daddy. It's a cute daddy there drawn, as it's not the real size that my dad has... =D, she drew daddy so cute, I mean in that small size, just like biscuit.

What happened today was my sister, grandma and I had saw my grandpa off in the airport. He's going to Hong Kong as I was saying in the previous entry. He is so like rushing when he reached the airport, as nervous as he could be. An often used phrase, like father like son. I was making it up, like son like father. My granddaddy is just like my daddy, as my baby sister is saying, "Grandpa, why do you look so like my daddy?" in a so cute voice. My grandpa asked my baby sister why that he looks like her daddy and she said nothing as she doesn't know how to explain.

This is my shortest entry ever, I think. I don't know why that my blogging spirit had gone...

This today

I really hate my neighbours!! Guess what they did today? That stupid grandmother, I mean not mine, is the neighbours', that woman must have taught her grand daughter this. Guess what she did? I mean the grand daughter! She said that my babysister is crazy, is naughty and is stupid!! How about she,herself? She's so stupid to listen to her crazy grandmother! Still say my baby sister stupid! The grandmother was like acting to tell her to not to do this, and I heard all her family members kept whispering, "Shhhh!" I know they are saying our things again, did my family members did something wrong to them? Why are they always like that? My father said that they are jealous, we have maid and so many other things that they don't, my father said that it's because they are jealous, that's why they kept saying us bad, they are too jealous. I hate them very very very very very very................................. much! They're mad!

Okay, actually, we heard this after we had our shoppings outside. We had been in Tiong Bahru, shopping... My grandparents were there to see NTUC, to see how well NTUC is selling my father's...I mean my father, his sister and my grandparents' company's products. They had sold lots of food products to NTUC for NTUC to sell. However, we had only saw a product put up there for people to buy. ...

My sister and I had also chose some mementoes for our cousins in Hong Kong, which these mementoes will be gave to either my grandmother or grandfather for them to transfer those souvenirs to our dearest cousins. We bought key chains again... I mean it's not we who bought it, it's my grandparents who expensed. I think they won't like the souvenirs, as it's key chains again, just the same as the last round which we had bought souvenirs for them and that souvenirs are key chains...

You know what? My baby sister is really CUTE! I mean I didn't only discover that she's cute today, she's cute all the time! I just want to squeeze her!! She's so CUTE!!!!!!!!!She had worn a cute dress today, it's pink and white, just suits her shoes which is pink and white too,that suits her skin either, the whitest skin in my family! She has big eyes and small mouth that make her so cute!But, she's too cute... sometimes I think. She's too extraordinary. She bought an ice cream in the plaza today and then I had no idea why she didn't want to eat the ice cream just right after having three spoons of that ice cream after buying the ice cream. I mean, she didn't bought the ice cream, I bought it.

Now, back at home. I'm really mad about my desk! Millions of ants are marching to my candy, the candy my grandparents brought from Hong Kong. Probably because that there's a hole on the packing paper of that candy that had influenced the ants to come. I was so unsteady when that happened, that I spray the insect sprayer on my desk, I mean I spray in every corner of my desk, even on the walls in my rooms, I was... I felt quite irritated to see ants, I hate ants!

My grandfather will be leaving Singapore to Hong Kong tomorrow, and my sister and I got to see him off in the airport, I think grandmother who is leaving Singapore later than grandfather will be going to see him off too. I was quite afraid that he might get lost in the plane and all those checking of passports, chopping chops... I was afraid that he might... had no idea where to go and things like that. Just wish that he will succeed the whole thing, in the plane, and all those, just hope that he won't have any problems. However, I was beginning to feel that... I was quite disturbed from doing homeworks when they came, as they had lots of things to complain about in our house, I mean lots of things to tell them what this thing is for, and the most irritating disturb was that we had to translate either my grandmother's words to my maid or my maid's words to my grandmother. ....

My grandfather had just visit my school, I mean my sister's and my school. He said that the school is quite big but we said that the school will be having another bigger school in 2009 in another place.

I was so tired now... We had spent about three hours in the shopping centre. My legs are so like cramping. And not feeling to do any homeworks. I had no idea why. Just hope for a better do-homework spirit tomorrow.

MRT.

There's a crazy thing happening in the MRT train today and it was... okay, tell you all about the incident. First, my sister and I got to the MRT station. Then, we got to the train and there's this crazy man. Both of us think that he is crazy, SUPER crazy! Guess what he did? He's like the king, everyone had to do what he ordered. When he came into the train, he asked me to move inner to the train, like he has such big size, forcibly occupying spaces. Guess what? He is just like, really like a mad guy. He kept following the words in the MRT train, meaning that when the lady spoke, Kallang, then he followed, "Kallang" and then kept "Um" and "Um" and "Um".... At first, I thought that both of us, my sister and I would be in danger... I mean, with that mad guy, but it's so lucky that he had disembarked at Paya Lebar, "huii..." when he wanted to go out to disembark,I was in front of him, he commanded me, " Move aside." but it's not that polite, he spoke in Chinese, and spoke the words flippantly. We were so ... so happy to know that he's leaving so soon... We thought that he too was going to the airport...

Well, we went to airport not because that we are leaving Singapore, of course not, how could both of us leave Singapore? A ten-year-old and a twelve-year-old kid? Not possible. I mean that, my sister has not have her birthday, so she's ten. It amazed lots of us that although she is 10, she has such height... how tall she is... and skinny... Okay, back to the main topic, only both of us went to the airport for fetching my grandparents, they came to Singapore from Hong Kong was to see how well we were at Singapore without our parents.

Haiz... They are now here in my house. How nice they are to bring so many things to Singapore from Hong Kong ,things like blueberry sweets, fish balls, fishes, raisins and the nicest things was the Ferrero Rocher!!

We had lots of things tomorrow to have.. Planning now.

Dental

"Please, Queenie, please!" I begged my sister. "There's no way possible for me to go to school with you. What will I be doing at school? NOTHING! And it'll be DAMN boring!" She replied. It was already 1.30pm and I had not even had anything ready for dental. I quickly changed the school uniform, tied my hair, brought my toothbrush and ready to go to school, that's when I saw my sister having her PE t-shirt, and her pinafore on her hands. "Yeah," I thought,"Queenie is going to school with me!" When I was ready to wear my shoes after I had wore my socks, I saw that my shoes wasn't at the shelf and that's when I remembered that the shoes were out there basking on the sunshine as it had just been washed a day before. I got there and took my shoes, but I didn't see that there's a box under my shoes to hold my shoes from falling and yet, the box is the thing that fall. Oh my god! However, it's lucky that the box isn't that important for using, I told my maid that the box had dropped and was in the air by then, she just said never mind. I wondered where the box is now... I had dropped it yesterday, oh and by the way, this dental thing was happening yesterday, I'm just pretending that today is yesterday. Then, when my sister and I were in the lift, I asked her why she was going to school with me as she said that it's boring and all those complains and yet the reason was that, she was afraid that I would met that crazy neighbour in the lift. Oh, my sister, she's such kind, she's so considerate and thoughtful for me.

When we reached school, I asked her what she would be doing in school then and she answered that she would be hiding in the toilet, playing on her hand phone. OH OH. I knocked the door, dork dork dork... and then I opened the door and checked the time at the clock on the wall of that dental room, it's 2pm, the time is just right, I should be at the dental by 2pm, that's why I spoke, just right. I sat beside Daphne whose my partner in the classroom of the regular arrangement and too was the partner of me of the index arrangement, which is the examinations seats, and now she was my partner too... I mean three. I brushed my teeth in the toilet and then came back to the dental room. The person dental filling then was Loh Chang Rong, Wan Ting's cousin. When DT Chan told him to go and brushed his teeth, I saw that his toothbrush was exactly the same as what I had at home, it's so fortunate that I hadn't bring that to school, I brought another yellow toothbrush. Then, when Loh Chang Rong finished, a 3P boy got to the seat and dental filled. Daphne told me that she was late and so Loh Chang Rong can be at the seat first, which means that Daphne should be in the dental room by 1.30 but she came late, but Loh Chang Rong should be coming later than 1.30 but he came early, so it's like they exchanged their appointments. And while the P3 boy was dental filling, a P3 girl came whose in the same class as that P3 boy, 3P. When the P3 boy finished, it's time for Daphne to dental fill, oh my, I'll be the next to be dental filled!! Just when Daphne got to the seat, Valerie [Crystalo] came, it's so ... to have two Valerie[s] in my class. Guess what? At first, DT Chan only wrote the name, Valerie on the appointment paper and our class was very confused of which Valerie[s] will be going to dental, then at last, when those two Valerie[s] checked with DT Chan, Valerie [Crystalo] was the one going.

When Daphne finished, I noticed that every pupil got to have their parents to sign on a paper when he/she finished dental filling. Ah oh... my sister is the only who came... Before I got to go dental filling, DT Chan asked the three of us, which is me, that P3 girl and Valerie [Crystalo] of whether she had shown the way to brush the teeth and all of us said no. She showed us how and asked all of us of whether had we brushed the same way just now and all of us shook our heads. So, we got to the toilet and brushed the way DT Chan had taught us to. I was the first one back as DT Chan had told me to hurry as I'm the first one to dental fill. I got to the seat and then she checked my every single teeth and only said that I've only a hole, not two holes, not three holes, not four holes, not five holes... She said that if I brushed the way she had taught, my teeth will be perfect and then she asked me if my parents had came, I replied no and then, she said that I could go. YAY! At first, I thought that I might have some teeth broken, I mean DT Chan would want to have my teeth broke, and things like that. But after that, it didn't happen! Not what I thought it would be.

I went happily with my sister home then.

Yesterday and now

I felt so sorry to have no blogs posted yesterday. SORRY! I'll tell you what happened yesterday. It was a bad bad day yesterday. Everything in our house went broken, but some not, some capsized, only a thing broke. First, the thing that capsized was the bowl of soup. It capsized in my dad's room... It's really a bad habit to have food while watching television. I got my bowl of soup to my dad's room to watch 'Xiao Yuan Superstar' and put my bowl of soup on a stool to have it while watching. I had warned my sister who was at my dad's bed not to kick my bowl of soup and yet, when that 'Xiao Yuan Superstar' was at advertisements, she quickly went to her room to check her computer and while she came down to the bed to her room, she accidentally kicked my bowl of soup which this soup had not been drank. The bowl of soup capsized!! And all the liquid fell to the ground, and carrots went to the floor... My maid was very angry... But she still had cleaned the floor. It's lucky to have a plastic bowl and it's fortunate to have the soup to be at room temperature.

Next thing capsized. This thing didn't only capsized but broken too. It's my sister's fonding cup! It's broken into pieces! As it's made of glass! She seemed to cry but she couldn't cry out. haha. Serve her right. Who ask her to kick my bowl of soup? That's ordinance! I felt so happy to see her cup broke.

And now... I was all alone at home, my sisters and maid were out there in shing shong to buy things... I was all alone at home... And just half an hour ago, my evil and devil neighbour threw something to our window that I had no idea what it is. That neightbour is really evil and heretical. The thing she threw was quite a hard thing, I think, because that thing made a loud sound when she threw it, or maybe she threw it vigorously?? I had no idea why was she so mean to my family. Always telling other people living in the block about us, always saying that we are noisy. She told people about it and she always speaks the word, 'noisy' so exceptionally. She was mean. She always throw things into our house when she thinks that all of us are outside, shopping, not at home. But she doesn't know that I'm at home now... I'm planning to take a video or record a sound that she threw things in. She always throw sweets in. I'm just afraid that maybe, the thing that she just threw was sweet. What am I going to do? If I go out and have a look at that thing, she might discover that I'm at home. If I don't, and if that's really sweets,ants will come.

What am I going to do???

A day in the holidays

I felt so painful today. I mean painful as in feelings. Okay before the pain, didn't you realise that I didn't blog for quite a long time? Maybe not long for you but for me of course! Yeah, reason as in, there's nothing to blog about? Don't tell me that you want me to blog everyday with the same wording? I mean like today's a normal day, a lame day, a simple day, a boring day...??? You see, I've so much homework to do and forget about blogs. I mean... I didn't really forget blogs, I've always had this word, 'blog' in my mind, but while I think of 'blog', I'll ask myself, "What are you going to do with it? There's nothing special to blog about? You wanna to be in daze all day long toward that computer?" That will be such an idiot! Oh, guess how much homework I have? 42! I'd counted all the 'ri ji' and 'jianbao' that I should be doing, supposed to be doing, I mean it's the fact, my Chinese teacher had gone mad! She gave us so much homework! Everyday a journal, every week four newspaper cutting... Gross, you know how much homework the other Chinese class have? There's not a need to ask them, because it's certainly fewer than what we have! I'll be going really crazy and mad this month of holidays. And don't think that I've been always onlining and using computers, I'm not using at all, I'm just bored, I just on the computer for nothing, just sometimes listening to songs. And I'd draw on my sketch book when I get bored too. You might think, "How could you get bored? Homework are waiting for you!" Yes, homework are waiting for me to eat them, but I'm too full to eat, to have anything to eat, I'm just tired, no, I'm... that kind of feeling that want to stay away from homework.

What made me painful was the fight with my sister. Yeah, we had been always fighting. Sometimes, I'll just wonder why I had put up her name in my blog profile there, in the loves column. Just because that she's my sister? Sometimes, if I think backwards, if she's a stranger, no I mean like friends, not blood-related, will I like her in some kind of ways? I've been always fighting with her and... I don't mean that I started the fight. and we had been reconciling. I shouldn't put 'sister' in the love column. But! You know, just because of BLOOD-RELATE. She's better than me, yes, all of you think so. She's pretty. She's nice. She's good. She's wonderful. She's fabulous. She's fantastic. She's perfect. And all those nice words. And I? I'm just the opposite. OPPOSITE of all her nice description. I don't mean to be wearing yellow stockings, it's just that she made me to. I think it's so unfair. It's always that unfair. She got all the stuff that are better than mine. How we started the fight today was, I wanted to switch the aircon on but she off it. I wanted to on it but she took away the remote control, so I took the other room's aircon remote control which are the same kind of our room's, but I can't take that remote control as it's stuck. I just want to get the remote control back from her hand and we started the fight, using legs and hands to bit and hit each other. I just want to be comfortable with myself, to have air con on, but she doesn't want. I don't know why she doesn't want. She's like did it purposely so that we can fight. Like she's dying to fight, to have a fight, like we had a long time reconciling.

I had also have a painful feeling on my arm, I mean that joint where the arm join with my... that shodow?? NO, IT'S NOT SPELLED AS THAT... HOW TO SPELL IT? Yes, I guess you know what I mean, that joint of bone is painful, when I moved my head to either of the sides, left or right, it felt painful. When I move my elbow, forward and backward, the pain comes again. I don't know why that I felt so much pain this year. Remember the last pain I just had, it's on the leg. And the last last pain too, on the leg.

This year's my painful year.