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gatekeeper
(its surprising that i posted this... supposedly the longest post this year. haha. yo thank you thank you. u better know that you're reading the rocker's blog entry)

HELLOOOO!
I AM BACK FROM HONG KONG YO!
it's saddenning yet happyenning THAT i have to leave earlier because of Queenie and some of her matters(can't be revealled because of her warning who threatened to hack into my blogger account if I refused to listen to her)... Anyway, at the thought of this secret she has, I've regretted quite a bit of not opting for a SAP school but it's no use feeling sorry for myself so let me make it possible for me to enter the ever SAP-py JC - HCJC :D lalala. ok don't dream - i will work and xing dong do the action de.

Anyway, during my hk trip, I went back to my mom's place of birth - guizhou in china. This place is a place filled with passionate people who constantly help anyone in need. I mean these people are really lovely, they just help you without hesitation. it's filled with ren qin wei, the way everyone should be which isn't the fact in developed countries. Not say that guizhou is not develop, it's very developed too. everywhere you see people using iphones. hmph. that reminds me of my lousy phone that big silver phone you always see me using. Lousy as in the button 3 and 9 are undetectable. gah.. now i have to use my mom's LG phone which is erm not say very old or very new ok at least i can sms and call pple. :D

okkk guizhou food is awesomely spicy and we went to huang guo shu which spledid waterfall views are seen by my bare eyes. They say these views are even more spectacular when visited during summer - thinking of a trip for next year june hols alr! haha. we met a family which my grandma is very qin (close) to, closer than real blood family and they were uber great ! constantly assisting us. however, there's this one family who has 3 daughters just like mine that ordered 20+dishes for us! OMG. I was like mouth hanging in the air while eyes popping out, staring at the table full of big dishes. The number was so massive that dishes had to be put on top of each other as in stacked on a second level. :O. And guess what? they gave us really huge amount of ang bao money. better not reveal the number or else i would expect a robbery. We climbed up a mountain too, in guizhou but didn't climb all the way because of construction of stairs... -.- anyone guizhou is a state, hopefully you know (i doubt so) - i went to guiyang and du yun in this particular state in china. after more than 1 week of stay there, with ever so wonderful hotels - 4stars hotels (having breakfast in there everyday...-_-):D, we were back in hong kong. ok not really, we were back to shen zhen then bus to hong kong. that's how we arrived to shenzhen airport when we went guizhou too.

ohh by the way, the temperature in guizhou has been hovering around 0-5degree celcius during our stay. but snow didn't give us a chance :(

when we went back to hong kong, the temperature risen! hongkong's temperature 22 degree celcius. darn hot ... but still not as hot as you-know-where SG~

gahgahgah. we had dinner at the other grandmother's place and yup the grandmother who has super a lot of grandchildren and i played basketball with one of them whos 10yrs old and like sticking around me. haha. she's a volleyball player.. you would be like 0.0 when you see her 'voluptuous' figure. ok not insulting her. but i have hope in her that she will ultimately slim down one day. i shot 8 shoots haha! and Queenie shot 6! lol. i rock~haha.

because those da ge ge, big boys are coming, we went back and had dinner... later we had ice cream feast and fattened ourselves :( - apparently not what they think but what Queenie and I think!!! hmph. we exchanged gifts... and one of my cousins - the biggest sis bought gifts each specialised for us but we insisted to draw lots and ended up with undesirable gifts ... later we exchanged back to the 'desirable' gifts. hah. wasted paper for drawing lots - LOL. and!! i won the first prize- ice cream tickets. man. fattening. anw, we came back early and didn't get a chance to buy any super ice cream - YAY FOR ME :D

erm yup then on christmas it's settled that only Queenie and my dad get to go back to sg. it's so sudden that my dad suddenly changed his mind and protested that nora and i could go back together too. i was exasperated!! i mean like why didn't he tell us earlier, why didn't he make that decision earlier? ARGH. but we still rushed and rushed. we went to the lift the grandma's house, thinking the luggage stuff are all sufficient when suddenly my aunt (yi yi - mom's sis) shouted that i forgot to bring my medicine - (my nose medicine)... i galvanized my steps and took the bag... later when we went down... i realized i forgot to bring my piano theory bk!! I went up again and took those books AND undergarments AND queenie and nora's waterbottles... BUT STILL... when we were on the aeroplane, we forgot TO bring NORA'S MILK !!! YUP SO WE DAI ZHE DA BAO XIAO BAO - a lot of bags stuffed with things in the disorder manner. -mei ban fa!! it's really rush-y. i was mental-ised while packing all these stuff. erm anw, there're no seats that's like four at a row, so we were separated! nora and dad of course sat together, found a precious two-seats at the side place while queenie and i were separated but still i exchanged place with an ang mo after asking him and we stick together. luckily i was brave enough to ask that tall man, if not, i would have sat for 1 hour delay... oh did you know that the plane delayed for 1hour+ because of the stupid fog??? air pollution :(!!! okk anw... the funny thing is when we went to hong kong on the plane from singapore to hong kong, i watched harry potter until some place (harry potter and the half blood prine) and!! the funny thing is that on the plane to singapore from hong kong (old plane - cannot fast forward) i slept at that particular precious part which i din't watch. I woke up only after the movie ended. I really can't help it but sleeeeep you know. i was damn tired. donno why.

fortunately i came back with the three of them - dad queenie and nora. if not i would have travelled with six-year-old nora perhaps quite helplessly. but you'll never know how professional i would be after 6 years of constant travelling. muahahha. ok. stopped.

quite sad that we spent (rather than celebrated) christmas at home unpacking the ever dishevelled luggages. but still happy to be here to do my chinese story bk hw and theory! erm. yeah.

thanks pearlyn <3 love uuuuuuu :D



beachoice
oh my gosh these people are just so crazy about fattening food.

really appreciate you.

Hey hey you you, thanks for reading this very post, I really appreciate your openness and thank you thank you thank you.!

I am fianlly starting to learn to appreciate the little things around me, even the littlest which hopefully isn't too late to start.

I seriously don't know what to blog about... let me just conclude my 2009, my suckiest year thank you. Yes, 2009 sucks to the core for ME. Reason being for all the cryings, mournings, fake smilings, unnatural friendliness, extreme inactiveness and most importantly super selfishness. I blame a lot of these to my surroundings yes, I begin to hate a lot of things. Getting a good partner (as in the person sitting beside you) is very significant for she can change your entire personality. Who I used to be is changing, and now, I am trying to push it back to who I am supposed to be. The people around you influence you A LOT. Nearing to someone who's always complaining, it's just making yourself like her, always blaming and not 检讨ing. The type of school you get into also affects you. Leaving my dear old Chinese cultureful school makes me uneasy in terms of communication, declining of my own Chinese standard. Leaving your dear old friends change you. In fact, most of these cases change you to the negative side rather than the positive side. You might think that you are doing all good for yourself but in fact you are not. It's the kind of people who will truly motivate you who will make you shine. Now, I am losing these lovely people. And I hate to lose them. These wonderful darlings.

Yet, of all these around me which I had blamed on into turning my life upside down, I myself can control on my own if I had not been so dependent on those factors. ME. I can search for those whom I can be with. I can accept the school I am in and strive on my own. Can't I? All these problems were created because of ME myself simply refusing to get a sense of life.

I hope my soul will return. I hope I won't remain as sucky as I had been this year. I hope someone, you can understand and help me. I wish I won't say that I wished that I never existed. I hope... I hope... I hope... I can be ME again.

p.s. sisters can't be friends.

OMG!!

hey! maybe nobody's reading but!! my skin is being used ! wee~ i feel so honoured! LOLS. i think i might consider making skins again!!
check this out!
though she changed to lj. so sad. :(
right. honoured! i think i should stick back to my purpose of life so that it won't feel so empty like now.

Hi to whoever out there, maybe it's just me reading the post again but WHATEVER.

kays. Actually I realize that I am not lazy, I am not uncommitted, it's just time obstructs my way to blog.

so don't be surprised to see me missing for a month or so. haha it's kind of like I passed by my blog.

see you ~ bye~~

Post-exam Day 2 :D

Hi to the Nelly reading this post in the future!

I will tell you something irrlevant... I went to Wan Ting's blog just now and saw Cherry. She looked exactly like my senior Shanon but with different hairstyles. Cherry looking all feminine while Shanon's head is topped with spiky short hair. Same face, different hairstyles, those just give you a different impression of both of them respectively. LOL, I am talking like a Jury in Style By Jury.

Today, we listened to this cyber wellness talk which I find VERY useful. Http:// this Https://www.blogger.com. Doesn't that already show?

After the talk, I was even more angry with the internet. I hate it even more. Hello? It's obvious that the cons weigh over the pros of the internet. However, if not for the internet, I would not be posting down here. I don't trust the internet. Yet, I'm posting here. I don't trust the internet. That's why my blog entries could never be as in-depth as it should have been in a private diary. I post on blog for the sake of its popularity. I mean like everyone around me has a blog and all, if you just don't blog, doesn't it show how anti-social you are? I don't like blogging but I am forced to. I don't get the point for blogging, really. I simply don't get it. Blogging is like just showing off. Luring people to tag you. Increasing your so-called popularity. I don't know!! But just so many threats are actually on the internet!!!

Conclusion - buy original CDs, don't download illegally. I never ever knew that downloading from limewire is illegal. I mean, I ever came across with that comment on Yahoo Answers but I just thought that it's not credible. UNTIL today, this expert came and so professionally told us so many stuff we never knew they're so dangerous, I just can't help admitting.

Conclusion - don't spend more than 2 hours on the net. It's not addictive to me. I don't play games anymore. They are just lamos. Stupid games. Play for what? They can't help you in anyway. OK perhaps mentally. I mean like you shoot here, shoot there, increase your alertness or something. But over-gaming just cause mental illness on you. Violence naturally conquers you. You never know. I don't know why people actually started gaming. Maybe they are interesting. Yes they are, I must confess that the sound of 'Audition' just switched on the bulb in my mind LAST TIME. Now, I am completely deadpan towards this normal word, 'AUDITION'. You dance in audition, yeah you dance. Faking. Dancing with your fingers. What's the point? You're not physically dancing. You're just using your ten fingers to dance. You call this 'indulgement'? You're not sweating. You're not feeling the beat. You're faking your dance. Facebook games? I don't even think about it. What pet society? You're not owning a pet in real life. You're owning it in the computer. How fake is that? I don't know how the game works but just telling me it's called 'pet society', I don't know how you're going to have fun playing it.

erm... I think I am improving my assertiveness but am I very accusing? But I AM stating the fact.

Conclusion - education comes first. I don't care how fun, how intriguing the internet is. I just don't care. Even if it is. I don't fail my parents. They are the two most important people in my life, without them, I won't be here. They work so hard just to nurture me. Why should we hurt them? We should never ever oppose them even if you think you should. Sometimes, they are in the wrong, but you'd just have to resist your sense of anger and get your patience and humanity. Our parents rock K!

MORE COMING...

HOW TO RANK LUCK . MONEY . KNOWLEDGE . HARDWORK . ATTITUDE

my mom just called and she told me this:!

fun facts!

LUCK

L = 12th

U = 21st

C = 3rd

K = 11th

TOTAL - 47

MONEY

M = 13th

O = 15th

N = 14th

E = 5th

Y = 25th

TOTAL - 72

KNOWLEDGE

K = 11th

N = 14th

O = 15th

W = 23rd

L = 12th

E = 5th

D = 4th

G = 7th

E = 5th

TOTAL - 96

HARDWORK

H = 8th

A = 1st

R = 18th

D = 4th

W = 23rd

O = 15th

R = 18th

K = 11th

TOTAL - 98

ATTITUDE

A = 1st

T = 20th

T = 20th

I = 9th

T = 20th

U = 21st

D = 4th

E = 5th

TOTAL - 100

ALPHA

WE LOVE US :D

Regret

Sorry for the confusion, people! BUT mynameisnelly.bs.com is the right one! I know - I've relinked too many times... wait I think I'm just going delete those unused blogs first so as to make things cleaner and not to steal these url names so that people who wanted these names can use them as their blog url.

DELETED! YAY! Hence, for now, on my blogger home page, I only have got 1I BLOG and my blog which is this mynameisnelly.bs.com - it's a silly url but it's simple and straightforward and UNIQUE!

Great. Title - regret. What regret? Well, it goes like this. My cousin, Charlotte had her celebration of turning 16 for her Chinese birthday today at Hong Kong. I am so glad for her!! I wanted to go to Hong Kong so dearly but couldn't. If only we were informed, then we would have ended up in H.K today since you know, I've got like a 5-day holiday! Oh my gosh, I can't believe that I actually MISSED this chance! I have had 5 completely free days - Friday, Saturday (TODAY!), Sunday, Monday and Tuesday! Oops, fine, it's not COMPLETELY FREE, just no school kays! Friday, I've got piano so it's actually not counted. Sunday, I've got Art so it's also not counted. Monday, going out with HWEELEE -.- Tuesday, Queenie has school -.- ALL IN ALL, it's today, the only COMPLETELY FREE day and I totally didn't use this chance. THE ONLY CHANCE.

If only we had been keeping in touch with each other (with my cousins), I would have known. I can't believe that our coldness on the outside towards each other overpowers what we truly felt. I mean, ok, like now, we've all grown up and kind of think that we don't match anymore. She's hongkong-ish and we are singapore-ish. IT'S DAMN UNTRUE LORH OKAY. We still missed them. We still remember all the wonderful times we had together. we HAD together. We still speak cantonese at home, we still watch HONG KONG drama, WE still stick to what's happening in HK. Right, so from this 'lesson', I learnt to face people whom we have a gap between and stop doing what it's not supposed to be like. But I don't mean we have a gap. WE MADE that stupid freaking gap. AND I am going to close it and shut us tight.

Anyway, I hadn't been doing a lot of things today. Today, I did few minutes of wallowing in misery of what I had mentioned above. On the positive side, I tidied up Nora's dishevelled shelf the whole day. Serious, THE WHOLE DAY. I don't need any complimentary comments or gratitude, the sense of satisfaction I felt within was more than enough. BUT of course, there's MORE! The living room is totally not a place where anyone can survive.

At 6.30pm, Queeenie and I jogged to Parkway. It's pretty annoying that we constantly need to stop in front of traffic lights. HMPH. Until we finally reached Parkway around 15minutes later, we bought Nora's barbie DVD- Barbie and the Swan Lake as a reward for her and for us, Confession of a Shopaholic. When we reached home, we watched Confession of a Shophaholic while having dinner. The movie was funny in a way but it's not COMPLETE! The book actually stir me a lot more effectively.

From this, I learnt that hard work, as in your efforts actually bring out results/good things. In one sentence, good things come out of hard works. Merely watching a movie might be an easy thing to do but you don't get all that you would get from a book. You need to check the dictionary for unfamiliar words in a book but ultimately when you'd read the book, you'd feel so gratified.

You have to mill, to face obstacles, no matter how difficult they might be. 'Cause you'll never know just how wonderful they may turn out.

Birthday videos

THURSDAY 15/10/2009 (yesterday)

Dad's birthday

Queenie, Nora and I walked all the way to Bengawan Solo, a very long distance and bought Dad's favourite pandan cake~ <3

27/09/2009
Queenie's birthday

12/4/2009

My birthday

decided to post some ancient-history stuff. hahas (:

I owed you. (now that I resumed blogging, that's the right thing to do [:)

1st adventure accomplished

Hello World!
I have no idea why I just can't help sweating. I mean like I am not hot (as in warm) at all, but beads of sweat just keep flowing down my cheeks which is ANNOYING.

Anyway, you know I'd moved house right? Yup, so there's this park near my house and I just went there with Queenie and Nora who are my sisters. (Queenie is 13yrsold while Nora is 6yrsold. ) So, we intended to get Nora riding her scooter merrily in the park. BUT! Things went wrong. Nora was as timid as ever, riding the scooter in a speed that is far slower than a turtle's. So we just patiently followed her, trying very hard not to offend her zi zun xin. But, I can't help anymore, hence, patiently, I told her,"Nora, please, the foot where you land on the ground, you can actually use your toes to push yourself forward, that'll be faster~" "AND YOU CAN LEAVE UP THAT FOOT TO GO FASTER! BOTH FEET OFF THE GROUND PLS!" Queenie exploded. (well, that's not really what she'd said. Still, she was angry) "IF YOU DONT WANT TO RIDE, THEN I SHALL THROW YOUR SCOOTER AWAY!" Volcano erupted. But she's serious. She snatched the pink scooter away and fastened her footsteps.

While she was boiling, Nora and I secretly went the other way. (But that just heat Queenie up even more) Nora and I went to play! LOL. We went to an unusual place. Across the park where it's all deserted. (I'm just curious to know what's on the other side of the park) I told Nora that maybe later we can give Queenie a surprise when she saw us on the other side. Little did we know that danger was uncovering itself... As we walked down the narrow aisle, dogs bark from every house all ferociously. I whispered to Nora and told her to keep really quiet or we'll get into trouble. Of course, everyone knows that dogs can sense anything right? They just barked as we passed their houses despite our soundless footsteps. I told Nora to hold my hand really tightly as the floor went steeper, so steep to the extent that we might fall into the river.

To our relief, there's actually a way out on the other side. We got free and saw Queenie's tomato face. Nora immediately poked her butt, trying to make her happy. However, she just didn't say anything. -.- As we walked back home, we saw Nora's scooter standing by a rubbish bin. I took her scooter and Nora improved her riding skills instantaneously. I bet the super scary ignoring dogs barking adventure works for her. Motivation rocks.

And I can tell you one thing for sure - if Queenie ever walks that aisle, she will faint halfway. But she dared me that she won't. :P!





Nora and I <3 :D:D
- blurry~

over and a new beginning

EYE IS FINALLY OVER.
and I am FINALLY back to blogging. It's been like 2 months since I last blogged? So, you know what, I'll just make an effort to blog weekly for now. And you know what? I've been searching for a blogskin for an hour and finally found something satisfying. But it seems familiar, I think maybe Yf or someone else used before. Just for now, hopefully, no one is using it.

I think blogskins nowdays are really not that nice anymore. It's like everyone can do such simple 'nice' skins. I don't even think those iconic simple skins are nice anymore 'cause I am so sick of it. I still prefer my old picture-ful blogskins. They rock so much more OKAY. 'cause picture speaks a thousand words and you need a thousand words to match with a picture. That's why I say Art rocks harder than Literature.

I shan't blog too heavily. Well... oh yes I haven't even touch my theory yet 'cause I've been revising this whole week and tomorrow's my piano lesson. Urm but I'm gonna finish it by tonight.

Yes I also did You Jing's present today, heeheehee. Youjing, you will get your lovely present on Monday.

NEW LINK

http://www.soar-reach-touch.blogspot.com

YO PEOPLE!
HAHAHA SURPRISEEE!
OKAY I AM INSANE!
PREVIOUS POST - DOWN
NOW - SUPERRR HIGH!
LOLLOLOLOKKK!!
Do you know why the heck I am sooo high?
I know you're anticipating my answer...
'cause i am supposed to.
lame -.-
okayokay
I am so obsessed with Seventeen okay! The MAGAZINEEE~
I am supposed to feel optimist this month for ... i mean the coming month for it's my birthday month!
Since MARCH is ending soon, I might as well start optimising~~~
okaaa~~
ehh actually, I am here for another reason...
wait arh, WOW, it's been almost a month since I blogged!!
BREAK RECORD LEH!
WOOHOO!
OKAY, let me continue.
I am here for another reason...
'cause right
I want to quit blogging... don't ask why or make any wild guesses,
it's just that I am feeling guilty leaving my blog without erm... notifying...
i mean not leaving lah, I left temporarily and now I AM BACK!
and...
going to leave.
okayszzxx!
don't be sad lahs!
'cause blogging really steal a lot of my time and I don't want this to happen!
MY TIMEEE = $$$$$
!
KAYSXZ!
ANW... I DON'T THINK MY BLOG IS THAT INTERESTING AS IN THEY ARE CRAPPP
OKAY STOP THE PESSIMISTIC THING AND NOW I AM BACK TO OPTIMISING! AND BYEEE BLOGGIEEE XD



oh and yarh!
today's spring equinox and...
ohh clare's birthday!
happy birthday!
(if you came~~)
i know you won't though.
okay start optimising!
hahahaha~
bye~ xD
oh yarh!
don't expect another oh yarhhh okiieee!!
i rebonded my hair and i look super dollish ......
kays byesszzxxx!
xoxo!!
take care!!
i hope i'd come back only next year!!
okay!
deal!
let's meet up at 21 mar 10 ohh so wired
okay 21 march 2010!!
byeeeeeeee T_T
byeeeeeeeeeeee xD

TO ALL

Today is the unhappiest day of my life.
I figure out that in blog, you could share your sorrow and happiness out instead of keeping it to yourself.
I am so left out.
I MUST exchange group.
arhh I will continue blogging larh harh.
But I don't stick to a basis x)
So I'll pop up unexpectedly anytime!
AND YOU'D BE SURPRISED MY FRIENDS!
Like NCC, I feel as though I have a line with people here.
As if I don't belonged.
But then I am obliged to.
I don't know how to bond.
I always feel mo sheng to whoever out there.
Always phrasing my words properly before I speak them out.
Always cautious of what I am going to talk about.

My previous theory of best friends is wrong.
Best friends are the most wonderful thing in the world, not the ones who will betray you.
I got the negative side of it.
Now I learnt the positivity of it.
Forgive me for what I am doing now for I will changed.
I will try my best.
Friends?

P.S.
But perhaps that I am not doing the wrong thing.
It's just that the suitable one is the needle in the haystack that I have to uncover.
“A friend is someone who understands your past, believes in your future, and accepts you just the way you are.”
Though I am still guilty enough.

The Official Sunday Post

I know I sounded pretty aggravated yesterday, oh the day before yesterday, just bear with me okay.

Look at me, I am so mad that I just lost track of time. lol xD.

Right, I am back to the mood.

Let me continue yesterday's post, oh the day before yesterday. :]]

So yep and that's how I kind of appealed for Table Tennis. They said that they will discuss. If I am in they will report to me, but it's not a promise. Are they trying to tell me that I am not in indirectly... like somehow? Don't you think so? Alright, I shouldn't be that pessimistic, afterall, nothing is impossible, right?

I hoped I am promised to get back to piano at least. Perhaps I shall give NCC a try. If Table Tennis doesn't take me, I'll just widen my mind and head forward to NCC. I know if I appeal to musical CCAs, I am surely in, however, perhaps, NCC isn't that bad after all.

I have been acting pretty unfriendly to the metal door in my classroom lately. It hit my arm once ominously. That must implicate to how I got the bump on... Thursday.

That day, I went for the Business Incubation Workshop for I am pretty interested in it, not mentioning that it's free here when out there it costs bucks. Therefore, I stayed back that day with Yasmin. We had lunch together and I made two new friends! They are Rachel and Caroline. Yasmin's friends. Caroline doesn't like Edward, she said that he looks ugly in the movie which I strongly disagreed silently. (!!!)

After the entire talk, I am suddenly worried about our class on the Cedar Fiesta. Later, Yasmin went back to the our 1I classroom to check if she'd left anything under her table, therefore, I accompanied her. In our classroom, were some seniors, planning something on the whiteboard. While that person talked, everybody listened intently, looking at what seemed like a plan. As I was about to walk out of the classroom, mesmerized by how well their discussion went, I banged onto the metal door in my classroom. Immediately, on my forehead, a bump swelled up. I felt so agonized that my tears began to pricked, while I gently rubbed the bump. Oh it hurts.


This is me when I was in the toilet, on my hand is the bag of ice the Red Cross handed to me to rub the bump; soothe the blood in my forehead. My lips might looked puckered, not because that I am pursing my lips, showing temper or what, it's because of the dirt on the mirror. You know when you splash water onto the mirror, after a while it stayed perpetual.
On my forehead protruded a bump.
My bump is not that visible now ; inconspicuous, though it still hurts. Especially when I washed my face.
Often, I hit my head when I did something wrong usually, awkwardly, perhaps this' just another ominous sign, suggesting that I was too harsh to myself? lol xD
Ohh and you must noticed, I changed my blogskin. Part of it is because of my bump. I don't want to continue blur-ring as to the title of my previous blogskin. LOL. Therefore I changed it to this one which titled My Heart's In Two. It means that my heart is just so unsteady, 三分钟热度, that I've no idea which to go to. To be more specifically, that I've no idea which CCA to go for.

compelled to blog

Though I am greatly exhausted right now, something pushed me to blog. ARGH, this something arh...
I got into NCC! If you were me, how would you react? I am asking this question for I am just so impassive upon knowing this 'news'. First things first, it's appeased to know that I didn't get into Media Club. Since if I am going to appeal, it would seem absolutely absurd to do so when you got into your first choice. Secondly, CLDDS, I know I can't get in, soooo no point elaborating. Thirdly, it's NCC. Why on Earth do they want to take me in? I don't think the interview was well done. Let me try to recall what was asked that day -
From 1 to 10, how many do you want to join NCC?
I was about to say 6 but then I blurted 7.
What do you look forward most to for NCC?
Shooting.
('cause that was the one of the only two things I know from NCC.)
Do you think you can survive in NCC through lots of tough trainings? (something like that...)
I said yes.
You need to crawl on muds... don't you think it's dirty? I said no.
That's all I can remember...
When they asked for the Napfa test result, I was pretty paiseh, to say BRONZE.
gahh... however, they replied upon eyeing my embarrassed expression, "nonono, it's okay."
ARGH. They really meant it, it's okay.
Guess what? It's pretty deceiving. When I had the interview for Media Club, that senior kept saying good stuff like I was in. In the end, I'm not. She said, "GOOD CHOICE!"
I appealled for Table Tennis today. As in...
I looked for the Table Tennis teachers... they are Mr Yau and Mr Ang.
The one thing that might pulled me to Table Tennis is the writing down of my name by that Table Tennis senior...
eyelids getting heavier...
argh don't wanna continue anymore.

One easy way to get bald.

I have just discovered that rebonding your hair can get to hair loss or even get bald!
Information from this credible website.
OMG, that explains my hair fall previously, though it still incurred to me now!
Therefore, one of my targets is thwarted.
So there, fellow readers, do consider this before you rebond your precious hair!
Ohhh... my cousins... >.< . Blog entry ends...
I want to watch INKHEART! XD
p.s
People say the older you are, the more red packets you get, however, does it even imply to me? ;o
If only I am in Hong Kong!...
They have just so much fun there!...
XXXXXX
HAPPY CNY!!!
:):):):):):)
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LOL XD

Ina Fabregas

Spontaneously natural shot.
I found it here.
I wonder if she is the singer of the song, FALL.
My instinct tells me that she most probably isn't.
Anyway, Gemaine's blog's songs rock really hard!!!
I downloaded lots of them!
Thanks Gem/Germ;x!
xDxD
I love especially, So What, Tell Me Something I Don't Know, Fall, Toxic, and Better In Time x]
hahaha, these few days, I felt especially free, therefore, I blogged especially frequent!
YAY!
If you want me to blog even more frequent, gimme the time and i'll do it! xD

Quizzz from Sujata!

1: Besides your lips, where is your favourite spot to get kissed?
Cheeks.
2: How do you feel when you woke up this morning?
"SHIT! IT'S 8.45PM!"
3: Who was the last person you took a photo with?
WITH MY MOM AND SISTERS!!! [NEOPRINTS]
4: Would you consider yourself to be spoilt?
NEVER EVER. I LOOK HIGHLY UPON MYSELF.
5: Would you ever donate blood?
If I can.
6: Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?
No, but good friend, ever.
7: Do you want someone dead?
Nope. I respect others just like how I respect myself.
8: What does your last text message says?
"Huh" - From: Sharmine.
9: What are you thinking of right now?
Thinking of wanting to sleep? XD
10: Do you wish someone was with you right now?
SOMEONE-S ARE NOW WATCHING TV BESIDE ME. X)
11: What time did you go to sleep last night?
2200
12: Where did you buy the t-shirt you're wearing now?
FROM AMERICA? ;X MY AUNT BOUGHT IT FROM USA, KANSAS X]
13: Is someone on your mind right now?
YES, THEY ARE SOMEONE-S.
14: Who was the last person who text you?
SHARMINE.
10 PEOPLE TAGGED TO DO THIS QUIZ:
01 Sharmine.
02 Germaine.
03 Yu Fang.
04 Qiao Chu.
05 Yu Feng.
06 Yi Xuan.
07 You Jing.
08 Zen Juan.
09 Nurul.
10 An Tong.
15: Who is 2 having a relationship with?Germaine.
Nobody, I think. She just complained in MSN, "Why so many people have bfs?"
16: Is 3 a male or a female? Yu Fang.
Female. But her (restrained to delete the three-letter word! T.T) is a Male.
17: If 7 and 10 get together, will that be a good thing? You Jing and An Tong.
None of them are lesbians. I am pretty sure. xD
18: What is number 1 studying about? Sharmine.
Everything. Especially her HIM.
19: When was the last time you had a chat with them?
Who them. Sharmine?? Just now?
20: Is number 4 single?Qiao Chu.
Maybe not?
21: Say something about number 2. Germaine.
Lovely and adorable who has the cutest blogskins!!! x]
22: What do you think about number 3 and number 6 being together? Yu Fang and Yi Xuan?
They don't even know each other! x}
23: Describe number 9. Nurul.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! [TODAY RIGHT???]
She is offically 13 today! xDD
24: What will you do if number 6 and 7 fights? Yi Xuan and You Jing.
If they know each other, I'll tell you ~.~
25: Do you like number 8? Zen Juan.
Oh, you mean SEXY??? Of course. X]
She knows CANTONESE!!! ;D

Sujata's request on this xD

Here you are, my distant relative - SUJATA LIEWWW
chio horh?
and then... in the background is...
JOLYNN SEEMINGLY REPRIMANDING SZE WEN... ;O;O
evidence! proof! source! (terms from HISTORY) Such absorbent me, LOL XD.
omg, laughing my head off!!!! LOL!!!! XDD
Starting:

Then...

Next...

Sze Wen looked sun-shined ;x;x ;s;s

o.o

imma confused!!

BOMBA! (THUNDER) [PITCH DARK]

Poor Sze Wen... having been scolded by Jolynn!

Okayokay... don't take it too seriously jolynn, jkjk!!!

Otherwise, I'd be the next ill-fated girl...

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okayokay... since I posted those pictures, I might as well post other interesting pictures x)

actually, they are ALL taken like damn long time ago.(FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL - 2ND JAN) LOLxD

SHARMINE DODGING, AT THE SAME TIME EXPOSING HER LOVELY SMILE!

LOL ANTONG, THE HEROINE! HAHAHA.

TENG LEONG AND HIS CARDBOARD.

LOLOL!

Li Kai being sobotaged, but then at the same time, the HERO OF THAT PERSON BEHIND HIM!! LOL XD!

OKAY! These are contrasting figures!!! LOL! XD
NICE ONE QC!!

okay this picture is not very laugh-able except for Valerie's back...sid...ee .;x

actually, she posed this way! lol xD!

--THE END

WOOHOO!!!

CREDIT TO ALL MY VOLUPTUOUS POSERS!

I SAY, GIVE MODEL A TRY!
CAN DO MO-TE-ER. HAHAHA.

P.S

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6P!!! <3

This week's Sunday Post

This week's Sunday Post
Why the crap isn't there any Sunday Post from freezeeee this week?

This Sunday is Chinese New Year, it's a public holiday! duh. heehee.

It's 4.52pm now! Ohmygosh. What de OhMy, OhMy waddd. Sorry for the previous lame words yeah, they are just the symptoms of my lunacy, that is being crazy since, you know endlesscraze(if you know my other hotmail arhh)! Though it's pretty officially dead. woo.

What the crap am I talking about, woo?

Anyway, geography homework - a picture consisting of both human and natural enviroment. It just ignite me with that idea of continuing my post on my Beijing Trip yeah. Yap, and what I am going to submit for

woo heng!! This computer just lag off, giving me that anxiety that my whole blog entry might disappear. Thanks God, everything is still in place!

Okay what did I just say? Oh that question reminds me of Mdm Choong, what did I just say? ARH LOL. That's what outcome you get being Mdm Choong's student! wahahah. ;x Anyway, what I am going to submit for that particular geography homework is most probably this...:

This is a hilarious picture, you know why?


(taken in the Beijing Zoo)


First, for natural enviroment, obviously there are those 3 snowy fox and plants nearby. Yap Natural.

Secondly, for human enviroment, there is that window or cage kind of thing to isolate them in. Yap. Human. It seems, there is a lack of human thingy, perhaps, my reflection and the camera I am holding might be considered too?? ahahaha. Funny huh?

I just kind of find my 'jokes', super damn not funny. The thing is I wanna amuse people, make people laugh until they cry. Yet, what "success" I made, funny huh?

Oh yes, I am neither funny nor umm... should I say chatty... Yarhh... that's exactly why the heck I was extremely remorseful choosing those four... three CCAs. I regretted submitting Media Club as my first choice, CLDDS as my second choice and NCC for my third choice...

Firstly for media club, seniors from the double bass of Symphonic Band said that it's just a hobby, with a comment that I've wasted one of my CCA options. Somehow, I might get into Media Club for you know, not many people put that as first choice and also that I put that as first choice. LOL. But then, I am pretty sure that my interview that day was not well performed. Hopefully my poor performance that day may help me FLEE away from Media Club.

Secondly, for CLDDS, seniors from the double bass of Symphonic Band asked me whether I chose CLDDS because I am from Chinese Orchestra in Primary School and that I wanna kind of continue 'Chinesieee'. Yep I guess, they read my mind. They said that CLDDS is completely different from Chinese Orchestra, they don't play instruments, it's just all kinds of Drama, debate and whatsoever. If you know me well, I am so-not-a-drama-person, and often, my face just expresses what I felt. (uh) Great.

Now comes to the third choice, NCC. Initially, I thought, going to NCC might train my determination, perseverance kind of thing. But then now that I know we need to paint our faces with green and black and crawl on the muddy ground, I sensed my uneasiness. ARGH.

Fourth choice is Table Tennis. I hope I won't get into any of my first three choices. Please, I beg you, pardon me, at least give me Table Tennis, my fourth choice okay! They recorded down my name, so I am pretty sure they will take me if they can.

For other musical CCAs, like Gu Zheng, Handbell and Symphonic Band if none of my choices pick me, they will surely scramble for me. HAHA. ---arrogant-ing---

Out of these three, I kind of want Handbell the most. ;b

Next thing, if I am qualified for Badminton, then I REALLY WANNA GET IN, no matter how fierce the teacher is, how tough it can be, how hard I will die, I REALLY WANNA GET INTO BADMINTON. I am really unrepentent now, I hope time machine really exists, I WANT BADMINTON BADLY.

BADMINTON.
BADMINTON.
BADMINTON.

gahh!! Soo back to the point, why the wrong choices of CCAs affect my personality that is chatty. My Mom said it's best for me to get into Badminton for first of all, I am a quiet type of person, getting into Badminton will makes me more active and high. Second of all, in Hong Kong I kept playing Badminton with my sister in that indoor stadium in my grandma's house, I HAD FALL IN LOVE WITH BADMINTON UNCONCIOUSLY THEN!!!!

BUT THEN...
if I am not qualified for Badminton... , Table Tennis will be fine too... just that my growth spurt will not increase as much(my height!!) and my enthusiasm too.

PLEASEE!!! I WANT YOU BADLY, BADMINTON!! BADLY!!! BAD!MIN!TON! BAD-MIN-TON!

BADDDD!
IT'S SOOOOOOOO BADDDDDDDD THAT YOU MUSTTTTT
PRAY FOR ME!!!!






















Suddenly, I wanna go back to piano.

helloooo!!!

hiiii! peeps!!
hmm how do I start?
okay, this is the post for tomorrow because erhh... i won't most probably have the time tomorrow to post yeah!
next thing is today we got this grand induction ceremony! yo!
erhhh... I know I always look gloomy, emokia kind of thing, but it's the other way! When I look gloomy, I am super high within me!! Though it's not applicable to the other way yeah!
Sooo I received my badge, it is from the I/C !!! Unfair!!!
But then, it's uniquely special! YAY FOR MEE!
Now, the sense of doing homework arose within me!!! YAY ME AGAIN!
LOL, I AM ZIKUAING.
Sharmine, you're a real pro!!! Sharmine Teo Wan Pin, chumingle!
I really belong to chinese ;b.
I feel uneasy now that I am not in a Chinese School, but then still, Valerie Crystelo is here!
YAY CRYSTELO!

hiiiii!! here's the post!!

Hereby 'expiate' my missing last Sunday post by posting today, on Wednesday! Sorry, to the ones who expected a post from me on Sunday! (if there's anyone...;D)
Do you know why I came to post?? Well, one, I stand while posting, and occasionally bend down to adjust my eye level on the screen, so it's part of exercising my hip muscles ;D Second, it's to fill up my blog with the missing last Sunday post and third... I wanna spit out whatever I wanna say ;D
lol... though I've got heaps of homeworks today! @_@ yeah.
Now, like NOW, then I am starting to feel that sense that I am in school, you know, that kind of play play mood in me is beginning to disappear, yeah.
So many icecreams come and tag! i linked all of you, my yummy icecreams ;D
Soooo, I had CCA auditions today for basketball, volleyball, and badminton. Umm... out of these three wonderful sports, I love badminton best! Though I didn't put it as one of my choices. Guess what? I find that after all these auditions right, those I love most are those which I didn't put as my choices. gahhhh... I know I will be allocated to a CCA I don't really like... I wonder if there's any appeal for CCA, just like appeal for secondary schools. If there is, it'd be too good to be true! If there isn't, I DON'T CARE, i must get into the CCA I love most!!! Yi Ting, regretted putting Badminton as her first choice, she also wondered if there is any appeal. When I heard that she also have this 'appealling' idea in mind, I am soooo happy, I mean I am not alone!!! So we can appeal together! YAY!
I think I really lost my mind when I was choosing those CCAs the other day! ;(
I want Badminton/Gu Zheng/Handbell/???( something!!!#$#$%^&*()*(*^%^%$assdfzxcvcv(*)!
PLEASE ! MAY THERE BE APPEAL FOR CCA!

sun-dayyy! but then it's wind-day!! :P

It is pretty breezy today! I love it~

Umm... it's another sunday! WEEEEE!

It was the first day of school on Friday! I love that day completely! I feel extremely relaxed at school for some unknown reasons :D My partner is Yi Ting! She was a vice-head prefect in her primary school man! Pro! But then there were five vice-head prefects at her primary school. haha.

Okay let's start with what happened today, shall we?

Today
I went to art class at crestar with my sister! It was my first day at that class though after being transferred from the age 12 class to the age 13 class. Umm... we were quiet... heehee... too concentrated in our work le! There was a girl from Cedar Girls' too! lawls. She is most probably in secondary 3... then there is another girl named Sabrina who comes from an unknown secondary school. She said that she had camp during the school holidays with her schoolmates and then there was this swimming pool there. There was a boy who loved playing a fool, he fooled people by screaming,"HELP! HELP!" while swimming when he didn't need the help at all. So, like at 10pm, the swimming pool was closed and there was a 'DO NOT ENTER' sign before at the gate there. That boy stepped into the swimming pool alone so arrogantly and swam in a very deep pool. He swam and swam... then suddenly screamed, "HELP! HELP!" (real one). Despite his splashing of the water and shouting as hard as he could, nobody helped him because of his many fools before. He drowned and died... there was a newspaper article about him... Sabrina said... oohh... so sad... it was like the story, 狼来了。最后真的被狼吃掉。So the moral of the story is, do not play a fool.

After Art Class, we went 3rd floor to look for Pa and Nora. Nora went to her art class too, and dismissed punctually. She was super hyper! Pa said that before dismissed,Nora rushed out all of a sudden from her art studio and showed her drawings to Pa! lawls~

Then we went Parkway for lunch at Swensen. After that, I bought my sport shoes for school! Cedar doesn't allow shoes that are not shoe-laced. I think. Or should I say for all secondary schools? I bought a pair of sports shoes that consists of 70% white and of Cedar colours, blue and grey :D

After back home, Queenie and I went swimming at Jalan Besar Swimming Stadium! YAY! It was like people wanna compete against me in swimming. lawls... I swam as fast as I can but didn't win and didn't lose~ ;D

So that's about it for today.

Yesterday - 3rd January 2009
It was Qiao Chu's birthday! So basically, my day was spent with Qiao Chu in celebrating her birthday. We watched Yesman! It was extremely hilarious, I must say. Though I hate the last part... naked backs. YUCK.

I bought a MYUK wallet for her! It cost $$. Oh... now then I remembered that I had forgotten to take off the price tag! ZOMG! -.- yeah... she loves it totally! noooo, she loves me more! :D I love her even more! lawls! After watching the movie, she had to go for tuition. MAN, it's her birthday, SPARE HER! TUITION???!!! :b gahhh... anyway she left. And that left with Sharmine and Shu Yun still in their cchms uniform after their orientation. I mean they rushed to the cinema in taxi! gahhh... please, their orientation camp ended like 40 minutes later? ;o

Anyway, we intended to go to the Bunk at the MRT station, but then no pupils in school uniforms are allowed! -.-' We planned to go arcade next, but then the same thing stopped us! :b

Sooo, they had their lunch at seven eleven and we dispersed!

2nd January 2009
Ohhh! That day was the first day of school! Not only did I love it, I am looking forward to going to Cedar Girls' everyday! I love school!!! I feel no stress AT ALL! No pressure! Ohh... and practically everyone in Cedar are unexpectedly approachable, friendly, energetic, enthusiastic, hyper... and much more! I love all Cedarians!

By the way, I could remember 33 names from my class after cautious calculation. lawls.

We had some sort of prize giving that day for the orientation camp. 1I gets none of them! lawls, but it's okay! The most enthusiastic class award goes to 1Oreo! :no surprise: lawls! Their class is very rocking. Erhh... but 1Ice Cream rocks harder KAY!

Our class chairgirl is Megan! YAY! I feel so proud! Vice-chairgirl goes to my partner, Yi Ting! YAY! SUPER PROUD! (She loves being vice!) Treasurer is Yasmin! haha... and so on... :D

I really love Cedar! (from the bottom of my heart)

1st January 2009
It's Sharmine's 12th birthday!
WOOHOO!
We watched Twilight. (like super unupdated?) -laughs-
Okay... after watching... I have no idea why I really looked up to Edward! anddd the Cullens!
I mean they could resist that temptation!
If it were me... I have no idea how I am to resist! (I always fall for temptation) LOLS.

During the movie, out of nowhere, Hwee Lee's phone rang! LOLS. Shimu called her. dots! FUNNY SHIMU!
OH NO MY PHONE IS RINGING NOW...
LOLS!
It was Yu Fang!
hahahahas.
Funny Yu Fang! lawls... :D
So I told her what to bring tomorrow!
anyway... back to 2nd January!
she rocks! She is completely my 恩人！
Yeah, you know that day, we had a 6P class gathering at Boon Keng there.
It was she who accompanied me there! Luckily she lives there, if not, I have to travel there by a very complicated way! yfily!!! THANKYOUUUSOMUCHHHHHH!!!! MUACKS!

Now... back to 1st January, the first day of 2009! After watching the movie, we took neoprints! YAY! And this time round, I totally love these neoprints! All so chio except me! lawls! Queenie drew something funny... I shouldn't state for I will be deadmeat if I do... for more enquiries on this, YOU ARE WELCOME TO ASK ME PERSONALLY!
I put touch-up on Sharmine's face. LAWLS. Didn't mean it, Sharmine! Okay, I meant it. I mean, birthday girl gotta look super pretty right! I don't mean that you're not, you already are! :D

31st December 2008
Countdown... lawls! Watching Channel 5! It was oh-so-funny that night! After countdown, it was like 5, 4, 3, 2, 1, !!! HAPPY NEW YEAR! After all those super high cheers, like about 10 minutes later, Queenie came into the room from chatting with whoever on MSN, and asked, "Is it the countdown yet? Is it the countdown yet?" LAWLS! IT WAS 1ST JANUARY!

30th December 2008
Something happened but I can't remembered.
The same thing for the rest of the days! LAWLS!